Hi all, been off here for a little while, I was seeing this lovely guy, fell for him big time, even though it was supposed to be casual. I could tell he was losing interest so finished it before I thought he was going to. He admitted after that he was trying to avoid feelings developing Since we split, via text Ive had my children non stop and not been able to meet him. Were meeting tonight for the first time since, initially it was supposed to be just for a drink, but now (my suggestion) hes coming to my place. I was gutted when we split, initially couldnt face OLD again but recently have had a ONS from tinder, (wow that website can move fast!) and been chatting to another guy, neither of which I like anywhere near as much as him. But its helped divert my attention from him and Im in a much better place now compared to when we first split.
Im pretty excited about tonight though and have no idea how its going to go. Id like to just rip his clothes off and have lovely sex like we used to, but Im not sure what hes going to want, it might just be a catch up and a quick glass of wine then home.
Today is passing VERY slowly.