Sorry - VSM here again.

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I'm sorry to keep bothering you.

My H hasn't been seen by anyone (that I'm in regular contact with) since nye and I'm actually quite surprised that he hasn't contacted me today about seeing the children.

Do you think I should just give him a quick call/text?? I'm obviously glad not to speak to him atm but I'm a bit worried.

TIA, Me xx

No you're not. Course you're not. Stupid VSM.

& MM - thanks but I do feel I am.

hi vsm, have just read pre-christmas thread. You are doing so well, have total respect for you.

yes i am vsm having trouble with handset fingy think getting rsi mustget dw keyboard fingy asap going now though as hand can no longer push butons

Thanks BFG. Generally I am doing well, well 'well' considering I guess..

I just have quite a few bad moments. I am already feeling a little happier.

good for you vsm. How are your children coping? Is it two you have, one DS, one DD?

That's right.

They're coping quite well actually.

They've both been so much happier - it seems to only be me that isn't. I do seem to be up and down a lot.

I can imagine that you are up and down, you are on an emotional roller coaster vsm. you have got through xmas though and that is a huge hurdle. I know i couldnt have done it without having a complete nervous breakdown. You are very strong .

Have you spoken to your parents yet, you must get their support if you can.

No I haven't spoken to them.. I don't think it'll be support I get though.

I have been close to a nervous breakdown. I don't intend to actually go there.

Thanks.

Sorry have to head off to bed now, but am glad i chatted with you as i was v. worried when i read the other thread and am glad you are ok. Take care and hope to chat again soon.

Thanks BFG.

Don't worry though I'm fine(at least for now). The fact he isn't actually here makes it easier...

Good night.

That didn't read very well I meant to say don't worry at all!!! and I am fine atm but I just get very sad and a bit lonely sometimes. MN always seems to help! Well ykwim!

Would help if I could sleep......

HERE HERE, sobernow.

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Sorry VSM. That really WAS my dh on here last night! You weren't being stupid. He has just been following your story. I think I'll start a thread called "Help. DH is a secret Mumsnet addict. Get him outta here!" The bad typing was because we have TV internet and are waiting to get the proper NTL keyboard - and his co-ordination is cr*p as he really IS an Aspie (Asperger's Syndrome). Apart from thinking your thread has been invaded by a troll, how are you doing?

I feel terrible now Roscoe! That's exactly what I thought and esp when I did a search on his name and saw no previous postings... please apologise to him for me and I wont ignore him again!. It did remind me, however, to watch the detail content - just in case.

Thank you all so much again, having dropped off about 5 - I got woken up at 7.30... zzzz Perhaps I should go and get some proper sleeping tablets - more than just nytol. I really should try and sleep - I think I'd cope better if I was so tired..

Hopefully I'll wake up soon so I can then get on with our day and blitz, blitz, blitz!

Don't feel bad, VSM! Dh is in trouble for moaning at me to get off MN and then sneaking on when I'd gone.

I do try Beetroot! Actually I might tonight.. it's not a bad idea, maybe I need to find a new novel to attack.

Thanks Roscoe.

I think you should!! It's a great idea.

A pile of drivel would be perfect! Actually anywhere where I can lose myself without having to think too much would be perfect!! Would that be okay?

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I'm trying to take control - thanks Stressyhead! It's just hard to hang on to it sometimes isn't it?