I posted last night but it was a bit garbled so hopefully I can do better today. I just want to know if anyone else here has found out their partner or husband is into and meeting up with men.
I feel really screwed up today. Two weeks ago he left his facebook logged in and there were a couple of things I felt a bit weird about so I put a keylogger on (have never done anything like this). Turns out he has been meeting men for sex on gaydar and squirt.
Thankfully we dont live together but we have been together for 2 and a half years and I am now 39 so feel like he was my last chance at a family.
We had a good sex life. Or so I thought. I am so repulsed. I don't think there is anything wrong with being gay but it repulses me he was doing that and sleeping with me.
I know I need an STD check asap. Its just so awful. 39 and another failed messed up relationship. Also so humiliating to tell anyone....
Two hours sleep and I feel a wreck. Guess I just want to know what to do to process this and to find out if anyone else has been through this and how they dealt with it.
Have been a very long term lurker and just dont know what to do.... Could use a friend