Hi Everyone :)
Long-time no post! Well.... tonight is the year anniversary of my EXP( affectionately known as arsewipe :)) walking out on me after 15years with no warning to shack up with OW.
Initially, I was devastated, I was bad, really bad, suicidal at times- I wasn?t working, very little contact with family, no friends- he was my life....
I shared this all with you lovely ladies - from the initial shock of that first night, to the torture that he put me through for the following months........ I couldn?t have got through it without your advice and support- it was priceless?.. there was always someone there to answer me in the small hours and to hold my hand when I felt alone.
The last year has been the toughest of my life, It really has, but I have come through it, I?m back at work and at the top of my game again salary/career wise, I have made new friends, reconnected with my family, started to rekindle MY interests again, about halfway finishing MY house. Hell, I?ve even had a shag (which was fun!) and some male attention?.. although I?m definitely not looking for a relationship for a while yet?? !
I?m not completely out of the woods???. I still have a cry over him every so often, I still become overwhelmed with being alone sometimes, I do still think about the good times I spent with EXP and yearn for that again, but generally things are really good for me??. :)
Just wanted to post an update and to thank all of you who have been so wonderfully kind and supportive over this last year, I would never have made it without you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 