I know, and i will be safe, always, cos i need to be, cos who looks after my little boy is anything happens to me, But there is nothing wrong with a little flirting, no number swapping or anything?
I will always stick by the code, and i will of course tell you if i am going on a date, and of course let you know as soon as i get back. I have found a babysitter, in actual fact although she is ofsted registered etc, and everyone is going to say how do you know she is okay, she is actiually a school friends mum, and actually doesnt do childminding as a profession any more, but is still registered (only just left, and still does a bit occasionally) and she will look after little man for me, so i know he is safe. I done this in preparation for court etc, so i already know she can take him.
IF i decide to meet him, you will all know and just so you know for certain, i will take one of your numbers, and text one of you, as soon as i get back, just so you know i am okay.
My last date, i ALLOWED to walk me to the BUS STOP, to get the bus home, i got on a bus that has an hour and 10 minute route, and could live anywhere on that route. He seemed nice enough, but no chemistry. We still chat a bit though. I am young i know, i am vunerable which is exactly why i will not let any one take advantage of me, ever. I know the signs, and the first sign i will be gone. I am not stupid, far from it. Always in a public place, always somewhere away from where i live, but also, and this is important to me, but somewhere i am familiar with, so that i know where to go if under threat. iykwim? So i feel safe.
I am not going in blinkered. Everyone has a past and so do i. My ex BIL has a major past, o.b (not real name) has mega history, god i know someone who done time for murder and he is lovely, but quite shy now.
He was drunk when he told me, and he said, he didnt want me to get my hopes up to find out, that he isnt what i thought he was. I am always honest and it leaves me open i know, just somethings i dont tell, cos they hurt too much to tell anyone. Maybe i should tell my best friend these things, she would understand. Her partner has been in prison on more than one occasion, he served 6 years, and she stood by him, he isnt a bad person, he looked after me, and helped me get away from the ex. So he cant be that bad right? He is a twat, yes i acknowledge that and very selfish, but not a bad person.