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The Brave Babes Battle Bus - Blowing Away The Booze In The Autumn Breeze.

999 replies

Mouseface · 21/09/2011 12:22

Hello.

Welcome to The Brave Babes Battle Bus. Smile

I'm mouse and I have an abusive relationship with alcohol. I can't have just the one drink, ever.

I'm not alone here, there are Babes who are sober and have been for some time, Babes who are still drinking and trying their best to stop or cut down and then there are Babes who aren't ready to stop drinking. Yet.

So, why not come and say hi?

No judgy pants allowed on here I'm afraid, cakes and cheeses are! Grin

And for those who want to know a bit more about the Bus, HERE is our journey so far.

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Mouseface · 27/09/2011 11:50

I keep losing posts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Argh!!!!

Please tell me you can see this someone?

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swallowedAfly · 27/09/2011 11:50

i see you!

MsGee · 27/09/2011 11:51
Makeyerowndamndinner · 27/09/2011 11:52

And yes I'm well aware that I'm saying that I myself am not a good relationship prospect. I'm not. I know that.

Doesn't stop me from wanting to make human connections with others though.

bafanatheSober · 27/09/2011 11:52

Anyone seen Mouse Grin Grin

jesuswhatnext · 27/09/2011 11:53

Grin MIF! i used to think non/light drinkers were most odd - i certainly didnt realise that they were the normal ones and i was the odd one out!

swallowedAfly · 27/09/2011 11:54

are you there mouse?

MsGee · 27/09/2011 11:56

I can see you Mouse

Am not ignoring other discussion, I can't think of anything useful or sensible to add.

Mouseface · 27/09/2011 11:57

Ha ha!

Bloody MN. Grin

MYODD - you said that you wouldn't want to get involved with a recovering alcoholic. Can I ask why?

It's a bit pot kettle isn't it? That you want a relationship but not with someone like you? Is that what you mean? Sorry, I'm getting confused as to what you were saying. Smile

venus - here, have a Brew and a hug. Missed you xx

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swallowedAfly · 27/09/2011 11:57

i'm avoiding it. think it's best.

she only gave us bread this morning msgee Shock

Mouseface · 27/09/2011 11:57

How are you feeling today MsGee? How is DD and WeeGate? x

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MsGee · 27/09/2011 11:58

JWN me too. I cringe now, I think my brain was stuck in that drinking = cool thing. However, I wasn't cool. Just a bit of a prat.

Mouseface · 27/09/2011 11:59

Freshly baked bread with real Welsh butter! Yummy. Cheeky bugger that you are saf Grin

What do you all fancy for lunch, I'm thinking of making come soup for the left over bread? I can do home made veg, mushroom or tomato. I have ingredients for all three.

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venusandmars · 27/09/2011 11:59

Having been a drinker since my teens, I don't recall any first encounter (getting off with) with a man that didn't involve drink Blush. I am ashamed to say that there have been many stupid occurances as a consequence. Things that should never have happened. Fortunately amongst them all I have found a couple of good guys, but I certainly would never have got the courage to kiss my dp initially if I'd not been drunk. For me it really was dutch courage. But when I look back, I see that the consequences were overwhelmingly bad, not good, and I got myself caught up in short and long term relationships that were mad / bad / unpleasant.

I have been (I think) in a similar place to ma where the only way that I could deal with sex with my xh was by being pissed, so it is not surprising that for many, many years I associated drinking and intimacy. But to echo what other have said in earlier posts, sober sex (with the right person) is very much better than drunken sex.

MIFLAW · 27/09/2011 12:00

"But MIFLAW I am presuming you have been sober for a while and that your wife trusts you absolutely to remain so. That's a little different." You know, it really isn't. This is what "one day at a time" is all about. Yes, i've been sober for nearly 9 years. But when I met my wife I was just coming up to my second anniversary. Our relationship, like my sobriety, has been one day at a time. Every single day, I prove to her that she has no need to worry - and, each day, she believes me a little bit more.

Incidentally, we nearly didn't get together. We met on an online dating site that allows you to say how much you drink. I put "none at all" - she put, "heavy". We kept showing up in each other's searches because we were quite well suited and she kept thinking, "non-drinker? Dull and uptight - no chance!" I kept thinking, "heavy drinker? Nightmare to be around. No chance." When we finally met, she realised that time spent with me was many things, but dull was not one of them (...) And I realised that her idea of "heavy drinking" was what I would have called "a fucking joke."

She is convinced that she has been out and got drunk with friends every couple of months since we have been together. My opinion is that she has been drunk once. The rest of the time, she's just a bit irritating because she's drunk the sort of amount I would have considered a snack.

Drinking really isn't a problem in our relationship and almost never has been. Things have also got better as, progressivly, she has realised that some of the "fun" people she used to drink heavily with are, in fact, massive problem drinkers. Many people drink heavily and irresponsibly when they are young, free and single. Then they stop because other things become more important. Others of us don't and soon become the sort of person you cross the road to avoid.

But, take the drink out of us, and you'd struggle to pick us out of a line-up.

Incidentally, I didn't say Robbie would make a good life partner, nor did I say that the men I named were all good dates. I asked if you would think, purely based on their decision not to drink, that they were boring.

Mouseface · 27/09/2011 12:02

Shock 'come' soup OMG!!!!! Grin Blush and EEEEEEW!

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jesuswhatnext · 27/09/2011 12:02

so, MYODD,let me get this right - you are a problem drinker who wont date another alcoholic but will date a bloke who drinks because you think people who dont drink are odd and its the social norm? you say you dont want flannel, fine! i think you know you are an alike, but you look down on people who are and admit they are and even knowing you are one you are fully prepared to to carry on drinking because you want too and are afraid that people will judge you if you do stop drinking?

MsGee · 27/09/2011 12:03

saf that is true. I might be on a diet but I expect more than bread.

Mouse (ahem). DD is lovely, thank you. Very loving at the moment, full of beans and loving life. The different that sleep makes is incredible.

She did pee on the bed last night, but it was just an accident. In her half sleep she said "can I still have telly though". It broke my heart so I gave her a cuddle and explained of course, she won't ever be told off for an accident.

not sure what to do with the handwash only disney fluffy cushion that she peed all over though. Nanny (MIL) bought it for her, should I risk bunging it the wash? It reeks.

MsGee · 27/09/2011 12:07

MOUSE Blush

anyone want take out for lunch?

Can I just add that I have been struggling with my drinking for a year now and I think I am a lovely partner. Much better than I was for the years before that when I thought I was just having fun. My DH quite likes me too Grin

Given a choice he prefers me not drinking. Apparently I am not as witty or entertaining as I think I am when drunk.

jugglingwiththreeshoes · 27/09/2011 12:10

Hi mouse Yeh, bung it in the wash and give it a chance otherwise you'll have to throw it out anyway ! And could I have a small bowl of that lovely mushroom soup that smells so good, with the crusty bread and welsh butter, before I finally get my arse in gear and head into town ? Smile

Mouseface · 27/09/2011 12:11

MsGee - does your washer have a wool or delicates cycle? You should be okay with that on a very low spin. Glad to hear that WeeGate is more under control. She'll soon get to grips with accidents. Bless her. Give her a germ free squidge from me xx

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jugglingwiththreeshoes · 27/09/2011 12:11

Oh sorry, can't keep up, it's MsGee with the stinky problematic cushion Blush

swallowedAfly · 27/09/2011 12:12

you can have some of my prawn salad msgee - i have discovered the holy grail of salad dressings for me - equal parts: balsamic vinegar, light soya sauce and sweet chilli sauce. yummy!

Mouseface · 27/09/2011 12:14

Sure can Juggling - hello and welcome Blush I missed your post earlier, sorry lovely.

Smile
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swallowedAfly · 27/09/2011 12:17

where is the protein? are we on a budget? do we start needing to run the bus with cooking fat?