Hello Everyone
Armbow - a little wobble ? As usual dont know how you are so strong
IfYoure only in our dumpling world could waiting for a solicitors letter be positive
LC that was very amusing you are naughty
Patience. The strong woman thing I think I mentioned reading a post by someone called thumbwitch a couple of weeks ago and being blown away. It was along the lines of how certain men pick strong women because it enhances their image and they set about taking them apart bit by bit . I have started now I cant remember it all but if that resonates it was on a thread by pinemartina . My exh often said in jest how he thought he wanted someone who was a challenge but actually I just turned out to be a pain in the arse.
Actually one of the most difficult things about rebuilding myself is getting back to the strong person I was and perceiving that as good rather than the virago he brainwashed me into thinking I was.
Anyhwow Patience sorry the house wasnt what you wanted . Hows the dream coming along ? I have been gazing at the superb Cornish coastline trying to muster my dreams .
Dumplings a small confession in spite of being lucky enough to be here and its all going soooo well I have found myself a couple of times thinking it feels odd without exh here , nobody to turn to and smile at when some little quirky dc related thing happens etc. Saying that the freedom to just make decisions by the seat of your pants from moment to moment without having to check out of the corner of your eye for facial expression of h , trying to second guess what he wants or doesnt want just means I feel at ease all the time
Holiday going brilliantly reflected to day on how hard I found it to book and struggled to picture going away with dc . Now we are here though I wonder what all the fuss was and am so glad I did it.
The dc are still going strong on surfing etc but I had this afternoon off and will probably do the same in the morning as its really tiring
Waves to all