Well maxy i don't really know. It does not look like the hemp deep stuff i am talking about but does look real iykwm. Nothing against ebay but i would want the real stuff. sure james could do without a wee top in place for his mummy's sore feet. I am as bad maxy. I have not had my eye brows waxed for a year and i am getting fed up with the it now.I want to look nice again. Just been chatting to a long lost friend on face book and she just gave me the biggest boost ever.
She sent me some pics of how i used to look and told me that no matter how i look i am always the same person but she is the only women that agrees with my husband that i could improve. Loved this friend of mine at work and then she left for America with her gorg family. Now she told me a few home truths tonight and it is so funny how things happen. Remember Nicola told me i have a guardian Angel well i could not believe i got a message from this girl. She says i need a kick up the arse and get my life in order in the nicest way ever.
Carrie i think my husband is having and i hate saying this a breakdown. He has been a wonderfull husband and son to his father and a rock for everyone to be hones. Maybee a wee bit too perfect. He is no good at sad emotions and found our lives a wee bit too much to handel. Mum an alcoholic and now in a home. He was the only on in his family who helped his parent when they where very poor and i mean poor, His other siblings dissed his mum and dad for there troubles and addictions but my dh always seen the best int them and helped them with shopping and food and love. Thats why the sister is so bitter. We have envolved his parents no matter what.
The first person that held olivia was my Dh mum. She was admitted that year and i was insisting that nobody seen olivia until dh mum seen her. Controversial or what!!! We were let into the ward and dh mum was so happy. Nobody wanted his mum to hold my new baby but i did and it was such a memory for me and my dh. His mum cradeld her and said how beautiful she was and it was a picture.
My husband has lost his mum to Alzheimer's and alcoholism and she was one of the most wonderful srong person i have ever met. Such a shame i loved her. I knew her long before i met her son.
What i am trying to say is my husband has been my rock and helped me through many things however he has had a fling affair what ever you want to call it. I think he has come to breaking point now and asked him to leave but he insists he loves me.
I have looked after myself for the past few weeks and thank god for that. I feel real again and thank god for Maxy and Nicola and no disrespect for anyone else but i have bothered these two with personal emails and been very obliging. I feel like i am in a better place now quoting flyme i am off work but now dealing with a horrible couple of years. My sisters death and being told my husbands illness would mean we could have no more children and then having daniel when i am still grieving for my sister has messed everything up. However please forgive me but i am happy just now and love i can share my happy times and not so happy. Love you all and i did tell you i was going to have some wine. Night night and dont let the screaming dreams bight xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx