i'm planning on laying it on thick when i go in on Sunday.
seriously, tears and all.
i am fucking miserable. my entire torso is baby.
just lying down is agony.
he lays on the sciatic nerve and the nerve running down the front of my left thigh.
i lie down and acid goes straight up into my throat.
i have to drink tons of Gavison, which is full of salt so i'm constantly thirsty.
piles from hell so painful.
i never felt this bad even after dd1's horrible forceps birth.
i'm shoving evening primrose oil up my yin yang.
can't take this anymore.
told DH in no uncertain terms that i refuse to have ANY sex until one or the other of us is sterilised - can't take combined contraceptives whilst BF and can't take progesten-only because they intensify my depression - so if he doesn't get on the horn about his snip then he can wait until i argy bargy my tubal ligation.