I'm so sorry @nearlyamummyof3 such devastating news to read this afternoon. Allow yourself to grieve as much as you need, as it's a tremendous loss, whether you have another healthy baby or not. I'm so glad your other baby is well.
I'm sorry to bring more bad news too, our prognosis is now really poor. I'm being referred to UCH in London for further and more diagnostic testing as they don't know what's causing the fluid in baby's tummy, but everything else is looking mainly OK (head circ has caught up with gestation, but thigh length is short). So still waiting for answers, but as I go to each appointment, our chances of bringing a baby home at the end of this seem to be getting lower and lower.