Zealftuit, please don’t give up until you know it’s over.
My story isn’t going to help you though- sorry.
I went to my (rescheduled due to toddler hosp visit) booking appt yest morn. Got a scan date of Match 25th.
My bump really popped out during 27 hours in hosp. Still nauseous, breathless needing wee every 5 mins etc.
Panicked that by scan date whole country could be in lockdown and with a snotty toddler I might not be allowed out for weeks. On the spur of the moment, without pre thought I booked a private scan for the aft.
Just me and toddler there (I’m a single Mum used a sperm donor)
Was totally expecting to see a wriggling bean, had no reason to be worried, no pain no bleeding feel mega pregnant.
Bean was there.. but still... no heartbeat. Massive horrendous shock. It had stopped growing at 7 weeks but I haven’t miscarried. It’s called a silent miscarriage apparently.
So many emotions. Obviously haven’t slept. Hadn’t realised how much I’d subconsciously planned this baby into our lives. Terrified of miscarriage stating but having researched, if it hasn’t started by now it will prob need medication or an opp. Managed to get through to midwife before they closed last night, she said to phone GP in morn. Phone lines open at 8.
Couldn’t face ringing my sister or mum to tell them last night, so no one knows yet, except my boss, had to ring to say I’m not in today.
Hope and pray no one else goes through similar
Daisy xxx