I did catch up but now I can't barely remember what anyone said except for Winky who I am thinking of often and sending you all my love in this difficult time 
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I will call GP tomorrow for a new sick note anyway so I will tell them my mental health is crap too. I am having horrible withdrawal from my ADs now as it's the last fortnight of coming off them. Feel so dizzy all the time I can barely move my head without feeling like I'm on a boat which obviously doesn't help the nausea. The one good thing is that the withdrawal usually causes diarrhea but because I'm so constipated I'm just having a bowel movement every day now instead, which is great, although my bum has been bleeding a bit each time which isn't so good...hope that's not tmi, sorry.
DH called hospital to try and move the time of US scan on Friday but nope no cancellations. It's at 9am and I never get out of bed before about midday-2pm as the odd day I've done so I've had horrendous vomiting and nausea whereas if I stay sleeping I don't wake up from my sleep to be sick iyswim. We will have to leave about 8.30am and I will need at least an hour to get up and eat something, attempt to create a full bladder, get ready etc as everything takes me ages atm cos I have to keep sitting down in between each task and making time for retching and vomiting. I am really dreading it and I have developed anxiety that there will be something wrong with my scan or a mmc, I know it's ridiculous to just have conjured that up in my head but my anxiety is irrational and it's keeping me awake at night now leading up to the scan .
I live in area where there is a dedicated gynae & pregnancy ER in the maternity hospital so we do not have to go to normal A&E we go there instead and it's all specialist so it's really good. That might out where I live as I suspect it may be the only one in the country. But it's amazing, it was great when I had to go to hospital, much better than if I had been stuck in a regular A&E.