Staying posifrickentive- Thread 19 for ladies pg after mc

[Brenna24]

Ready. Steady. Go

I'm sorry you're feeling so anxious, bluee - no comfort, I know, but me too! Symptoms seem to have totally faded, and a big part of me feels like Tuesday's scan is just going to be a complete replay of what happened last time. I know it's only a few more days to get through now, but it feels interminable.

With DD i suffered from UTIs pretty much my entire pregnancy. So much so i became resilient to a certain antibiotic, How bad is that! They never said what kept causing them though. In my last pregnancy i had 1 uti but that only lasted until 12+5.
I never have them when not pregnant! I'll see how i get one. It's more of a dull ache now. I just have a horrible feeling I'm going to mc, I can't see me with a baby!!! I am constantly nauseous/ sick so that's giving me abit of hope. 1 day at a time.. 1 day at a time!

Thanks for your support 😘 xx

Goodluck for your scan lisa 🍀💖 x

1 hour to go til scan. Hopefully all is okay in there but yet again I'm so bloody pessimistic

Wishing you the absolute best, unicorns xx

Best of luck Unicorns

Thinking of you, unicorns.

Well I'm bowing out of this thread but thank you for all of your positivity the last month or so

Oh I'm so sorry @UnicornsandRainbows1

So sorry Unicorns. I hope you are back soon.

I'm so sorry, unicorns

I'm so sorry unicorns I hope you have an easy recovery & are back soon

Oh no unicorns i am so so sorry :(
We've been on this ttc journey together for quite some time and I'm really sad this has happened again to you. I hope you take care, pm me if you ever wanna chat xxx

Oh no I’m so sorry unicorns
I very much hope you are back soon.

Thank you.

I have no idea how I'm going to find the courage to do this again but I guess it has to happen. We won't give up though.

One day at a time unicorns. Give your self time to grieve. You will get there

So very sorry, unicorns. Be kind to yourself

I’m so sorry @Unicorns. As @Ekphrasis says, one day at a time. Be kind to yourself xx

I just did a fucking stupid thing and did one of those Clearblue digital tests with really dilute urine - it came up 3+ (with strong urine) a week ago, and I thought it would reassure me a bit about my disappearing symptoms if it came up 3+ even with weak urine. Of course it didn't, it came up 2-3. I know those things are unreliable, and the way I did it was stupid, but I just have this feeling that I'm right, my hormones are dropping and I'm having another miscarriage. I just want to cry.

Oh @LisaSimpsonsbff I feel for you, I did almost the same thing, did one CBD which got 2-3 weeks, left it over a week and thought I'd reassure myself but it still said the same. I can't remember how long it was before I got 3+ but much further along. It is such a worry at this stage. I have everything crossed that you will soon start to feel like crap (in a nice way). I know that doesn't help though. One day at a time is all we can do.

I saw a friend today who I know has had a very difficult time with mc and she is now pregnant again. We talked a lot about how hard it is and how difficult to take any pleasure in pregnancy. So many women carrying around such heartache and worry.

Thanks so much msjuniper - it is just so hard, and the thought of having to go back to scratch again and TTC and then do this again feels a bit impossible. Keep trying to remind myself that I don't know that will happen - you're right, one day at a time. If it is all over not long at all now until I at least know that, because scan is Tuesday morning and Monday is always a completely manic day at work for me, so it should go fast. I'm almost more scared of an inconclusive scan than a bad one (luckily I'm really sure of my dates - last time they tried to tell me I might be more than two weeks out and wouldn't listen even when I pointed out that that would have meant I got a positive HPT before I conceived!), but I guess that's another bridge to cross as I come to it. I'm sorry that you're still feeling so anxious, too. It is so hard to feel this worried all the time, and so hard not to feel jealous and resentful of women who get to just assume that they'll get a positive test and then have a baby and nothing will go wrong along the way.