Hello everyone. Things not going too well for me, and I'm not too optimistic, I'm afraid. I had a little bit of brown discharge last night and this morning, immediately phoned obstetrician who organised an urgent scan. There the scanner saw a pregnancy but the "fotal pole", though present, was too small to see any heartbeat. As far as I know at 6 weeks there should be a heartbeat, but the scanning man said he could not draw any conclusions from the definite scan, and I would have to come back next week.
I then had a blood test for HCG, and have to have another on Wednesday, which will show if it is rising normally or not. On the phone the obstetrician said there was nothing we can do but wait and see, and he was keeping his fingers crossed for me. His voice, to me, sounded not hopeful.
Both times with my previous m/c's the babies died at this stage (although with the first one I did not know until several weeks later). It seems that my body does not want to allow a baby to grow to above a six weeks stage.
I'm awfully upset, and there is nothing I can do about it. Feel really numb. If this pregnancy does not work out I don't think, at 43 and after 3 unsuccessful tries, I can put myself and my DH through this again.