hello all
wondering how you're all doing, plus getting a bit jumpy now about the birth and what this long-awaited baby will be like. wanted to let off steam to people who understand.
It seems like I've been pregnant for a million years - and with the previous pregnancy and miscarriage taken into account (I got pg the month after) I have been pg for nearly a year, since the start of Feb 2006. Now I'm at 33 weeks on Monday, the baby moves around a lot and this is comforting. The VBAC/Elective CS was worrying me, but I really feel ok about it now, thanks to you all, about going ahead with ECS. Another friend who was really committed to VBAC had 30 hours of labour then another CS, so this has decided me.
Now I'm worrying about how this baby will be, will it be ok? particularly as this has been such a long haul, I feel emotionally exhausted. autism and other learning difficulties really worry me. Partly my DS is a such a sweetie, it really seems impossible that I should be blessed with such good luck in having a lovely healthy child twice... totally irrational I know. But I'm sure you good ladies know, the Eeyore mentality is difficult to avoid post-mc.
anyway, it helps to off-load. will do some gardening now (lovely sunny morning here) and try to think of some cheer-up activities. hope you are all doing ok XXXXx