omg ive had a shit afternoon.
thomas decided to pull his trousers and pants down a pee EVERY WHERE at the park, so he went home in the pushchair with a blanket over him and no clothes on, and poo ellen had to do the 30min walk home i had to keep stopping and carrying her for a bit until my back gave out and she HAD to walk again.
by the time we got to our road she was crying "im tired mummy, please pushchair plesae!" with real tears, and i was in tears cos i hate to see her so upset.
ive now put thomas to bed with just weetabix because i am just so angry with him that i dont want to be snappy shouty angry mummy.
my temper is so short and i keep crying atm, bloody hormones. micheal needs to hurry up and finish work next week so i can catch my breathe.
and im not going out till then. i cant cope anymore with a bump this big. grrr