Daisy your DD sounds like a real handful. I thought DS was bad.
Do you know I don't really think of it as having a bad year, I think we have all had it shit at times, I think I just whinge more than most!
I think my problem is as well is that I can suffer from very very low self esteem and anxiety (which makes me paranoid as well). All up a bit of a wreck eh! But whenever I sell a picture, I feel so validated, like maybe I am not so shit after all.
The fact that my agency has 12.8 million pictures in its books, and someone chose MINE, makes me feel like I deserve my spot on this planet after all.
So not too important then