hello everyone- sorry for not posting for a while, things have been like a roller coaster here butI'm getting betterIt was Ruby's chrsietning on Sunday and it was fab, only had one set back outside the church at teh beginning but managed to deal with it without anyone really noticing.
The tablets I'm on aren't really helping the panic attacks but i have only just started the counselling so fingers crossed!
Ruby is on 3 meals a day, she loves cod and sweet potato- although the smell of her nappiues after are horrific- especially if it is a 1st morning poo!
She is only wanting 17oz of milk a day now but she is eaing loads so should be fine, is anyone else making all their own food? How are you finding it? I have given up on the ice cube trays as she was having 7-8 ice cubes per meal so have started filling plastic cups up and putting cling film over the top in the freezer seems to do the trick nicely!
Talking of the Christening I did have a break through the day before, I am not sure if you remember my post about the Christening when I was organising it but my MIL wanted me to invite all the extended family and to be honest that would have totalled a further 20 people which we just couldn't afford as we were already paying for a 3 course meal for 25 people at £15 per head! We found out on sat that she had invited them anyway and they had actually booked a seperate table at the restaurant- I put my foot down and told her to stop undermining me and my dh and that her behaviour was making me more ill, I made her ring all the extended family and tell them she was wrong in inviting them, she called me back about an hour later and told me that they understand I was having a few mental issues, cheeky cow, I have a panic disorder which she has made worse in my opinon, anyway I couldn't care less because the dasy was lovely!
I've read some of the posts and the lo are really coming along, it's such an exciting time! Is anyone else not going back to work? We have decided for me to become a stay at home mom, which is great- I know how lucky I am but it will be tight - love to all xx