hello all
been trying to read back but havent been around for a while.
sorry to hear about the RA (((merry)))
right my life, well my PND hit an alltime low and i was actually hospitalised for a week my head was not in a good place, it was VERY scary. things are now improving slowly, the mental health team have been visiting me at home and i am getting help with the boys from home start and social services, just an extra pair of hands, so someone to watch or play with the boys whilst i try and do some housework... etc
have medication for the depressiong and anxiety and also some stuff to help me sleep when necessary.
dp had almost three weeks compassionate leave from work, tho he is back at work now.
its not easy at all i am really struggling on a daily basis but i am surviving, i know it will be along haul but i will get well again, i just have to take it slowly and the psychiatrist keeps reminding me to be patient, not one of my strong points.
ds4 is still a star, huge wearing 9-12mth clothes he is now just 5mths, havent started weaning him yet as he doesnt seem hungry, still sleeps through and only had 4 8oz bottles each day he weighs 20+ lbs tho, he is rolling around all over the place and goes backwards, so have to make sure the elder three keep their lego out of his way now
and as for weight loss, well being in hospital meant i lost about half a stone, the food was so bad and i dont have much of an appetite at the moment and i am trying to go swimming a couple of times a week, need to lose another half a stone and tone up a bit, but i am a size 12 at the mo, they are lose but a ten is a bit too tight, most annoying but i will get there, trying not to stress about it too much....
lovely to hear all about how well the babies are doing and the exciting stories of weaning, as ds4 isnt interested i will hang on until 6mths but i have bought some little tubs and ice cube trays etc in preparation, going to do a combination of mushy stuff and blw i think