Happy Birthday Lilkel's DD
Am having a shit day. DH and I had a huge argument; DS is upset with me for ruining his big day, and they have chosen to go fishing to a place that is not pushchair friendly so DD and I are stuck at home. Hence DH and I's argument; we went to a local tarn this morning that is next to a lovely park so DD and I could have a wander and a go on the swings if she got too bored, but DH decided it was too windy to fish there today and has decided to take him to a god forsaken hole in the middle of nowhere with no toilets and no pushchair access. Am as I wanted to see DS using all his newly gifted fishing stuff, and at DH for being an insensitive and argumentative twunt. I suggested going tomorrow instead and having a nice family day out so we could all spend DSs brthday together, but DS started howling and DH said we promised he could go fishing on his birthday, so off they have gone. We were also supposed to be going out for tea on the way home, but I don't even know when they will be back or what is happening food wise and we have nothing in the house. shite fuck arse.
Of course, it's not about me, it's about DS, but I can't help feel that DH is just being a little bit smug about the fact that I've effectively been sidelined from celebrating DSs birthday. I feel really shite that DS thinks I've tried to sabotage his day (by saying go tomorrow instead) and that DH didn't back me up on that and made me look like the villain of the piece.
I'm being unreasonable, I know, as it's DSs day, but I wanted to be part of it.