Well hello, am popping over from facebook, but will catch up with you all 1st.
Scooters etc...Sean has a normal 2 wheeler scooter and is almost as quick as Owen. He now goes to school on it every day, only falls off when he forgets to scoot. He's going to be getting Owens old bike for Christmas. My mum got it for his 3rd birthday, and tbh we all thought she was going a little mad, but after a couple of days going round the block, he was zooming off on it (getting annoyed when the stabilisers became grounded!)
Good luck Ami with O's appointments, Sean has his SALT appointment this Friday, so will let you know what to expect.
Right...this text...I would say I'll keep this short, but you all know what I'm like for rambling lol, so this'll be quite long, but I have a feelign I need to get i out of my system! My 'best friend' has f***ed me off once and for all. Our relationship has always been fairly one sided, I've always been there for her when she has a problem no matter how big or small, but I've often felt that isn't reciprocated, but I've got on with it and still been there for her. She's suffered with depression and has made a couple of suicide attempts. I'm not going to be harsh and put that lot in inverted commas, although I'd like to. The suicide attempts were, afaic, attempts at attention seeking. I left my friends wedding early to drive downt to Bournemouth to talk her down the 1st time. It turned out she had taken 3 extra anti-depressants. So much of the time she has refused to seek help. A few weeks after the girl I knew killed herself a guy who my friends used to go to college iwth killed himslef. I never knew him, but lots of my friends did. One in particualr (the guy who I had a thing with for a while) phoned me at 1.15 am because he was so cut up over it. We chatted for an hour or so, I gave him her number so he could taxt her. I checked in the morning that she'd text him back, but she was peed off that he'd text her at 'stupid o'clock' (she always has her phone on silent, so it wouldn't have woken her, and she has text me at stupid o clock in the morning on many occasions knowing my phone is always on). I told her why P had text her, and she swung it round to being about her and when she'd tried to kill herself. She never bothered getting in touch with him at all. More recently there have been things thatshe' said, I haven't been entirely convinced over. For example she said her bf dumped her on fb. He's 30yrs old, not 14 ffs! Then recently she said something about Girls Aloud . The stupidest, most pathetic thing in the world, but I knew 100% she was lying, which convinced me that I was doing the right thing by blowing her out. When I fell pregnant I didn't tell her as I knew 1. she'd 'slip up' and it'd be all over fb, adn 2. she wouldn't really be there to support me, it would always somehow be turned aroudn to be about her. Anyway, the weekend before I had the op, I was upset and ended up texting her, remembering hte good times, cos when we go out, we do have bloody good times, and have such a laugh & a connection. So anyway, I've text her, told her, she apologised for being a bad friend, said she was really sorry, and had realised how she's beeen & had missed me & didn't want to lose me etc etc. She promised she'd be down the following day (Sunday) to see me, and offered to come with me to the hospital. Said Beks would be down, so not necessary, but would be lovely to see her. Sunday came, some family crisis came up. There always is, but that's irrelevant. She sent me a couple of msgs saying she would definately be down, just needed to help her mum sort her sister out (her sisters 22). Never came down. Text me on the Monday said she would be round on Tues after I'd got back from hospital. Tuesday...while I'm waiting to go down she text me said she had a 1/2 day weds and was it ok if she came down to see me then? I said yes, she promised to spend all afternoon with me. Got home from hospital, texted the 5 people who knew I was in hospital. 4 texted straight back. Nothing from her. Nothing from her all evening. Nothing from her following morning. Afternoon came and went, she didn't come round, and no text to apologise/explain/make pathetic excuses. I've heard nothing at all from her since. I deleted her from my facebook at the weekend, so now she's been dumped twice on facebook lol. I wasn't gonna bother texting (and I won't no matter how much I want to, she's proved she's not worth it) but this afternoon I just got really angry over it, had the text written, thumb was on the send button for a few minutes, but just couldn't bring myself to be that nasty. I still wanna do it, don't get me wrong, but I know it won't achieve anything, but must make sure over hte next few weeks that if I'm in a bad mood my phone stays away from me!
Well there's my novel written lol. Night night xx