there's never anyone around when I log on these days Should do it more often I know, but since Christmas babyboo is soooo demanding. She either needs constant attention, or gets herself into improbable situations in the corner of the room if I take my eyes off her for more than two seconds...boy she can shift!
Not much is new with me. Went into work with babyboo yesterday for the first time. Thankfully both my bosses were out so didn't have to answer any awkward "so wen are you back?" questions. I was kind of bouyed up with the thought of going back part time, so am putting a proposal in writing to them. If they accept, then fine and dandy, if not I walk away as planned earlier.
Realised this morning that my car should have had it's first MOT in October/November, so have been driving illegally for two and a bit months . It's booked in for Friday so I'm grounded till then! Can't believe I've been so stoopid and forgetful
On the sex front....I have no urges either and am convinced it is the BFing that is causing the most of it. Tis hard to feel attractive with yellow stained bras and constantly sweaty under-boobs! We have had sex three times in the last eight months. I enjoyed it once I got in the swing of it, but getting into the swing took a mammoth effort on my (and DH's ) part!
Am considering stopping BFing, and am on here for some advice today. Sick fed up of blocked ducts and thrush in my right boob. I have background levels of pain of one sort or another all the time now and it is starting to get me down a bit . Don't want to give up, but really feel like I need my body back!
hope that didn't sound too ranting!