Kitty, bad taste comment alert, but hang on in there! Seriously, really hope everything's ok. My mum had a prolapse after two kids (of the womb I think), then went on to have me and she's fine. She does do her pelvic floors though. I am sitting here squeezing as I type..
It must be one of those days, Bethoo, cos I've had one too. Woke up with PMT from hell, couldn't sleep last night, had that really coiled nerves/blood vessels feeling, knackered beyond belief, then AF started faintly (again), have had headache, backache, irritability etc. I was taking Jordi for his second settling in session at the creche too, and actually leaving him this time, so not the best day for it. He was fine when I left as they were just about to have lunch, and went quite happily with one of the nursery staff. I rang after an hour and could hear wailing in the background which sounded familiar... the girl said he had been fine for dinner but then was "a bit teary" (probably the understatement of the century if I know him), and was rubbing his eyes so they had put him down to sleep with the others and she said another worker had just said he was going off. When I went back after another hour, he was still asleep, and seemed ok when he woke, but then I was there. However, he was looking around quite happily and I think would have been fine to stay and play for a while, so hopefully he wasn't too traumatised by me going. I spent the free time trying to do something useful, ie actually get some clothes as I have a serious shortage cos I can never shop when he's with me - he has no tolerance for shops at all. I tried on five things, and they were all either too small or just wrong, and I got very depressed by the reflection in the harshly-lit dressing room mirror too! So I spent £4 on parking for nothing. Then Jordi has had a very whiny rest of the day, because he's got this cough and is teething badly, I can see the next two teeth along on the bottom row under the skin, bless him, so it has been hard work. Then to top it off, when I gave him his bedtime milk, after he finished he did a massive hacking cough and sicked up the milk all over the only clean babygro I had - spent a while digging through bags of clothes my sister had given me over Christmas to find another one.
Sorry for the long moan, have just had enough today, and DP is annoying me too. I would love to have a few wines, but it will probably make me feel worse, bad-tempered and hungover tomorrow. Oh joy. I'll probably get bad period pains on Monday or Tuesday when I'm back in work too. The only silver lining to anything is I am back on the payroll now, and will actually get paid on Tuesday, so at least that will smooth the transition back a little.
Geekymummy, hello and welcome. I don't usually moan this much, honest!