Hey everyone! LW here
It's been forever. Sad to admit that I've had a rough couple of months. Think the pnd bug caught me and it's been really tough. Think I'm just starting to get back on track though, and am feeling a bit better within myself. Am hopefully going down to Lancater to study in September to do Primary Teaching specialising in the early years. It's a 4 year course and will completely bankrupt me but I'm in love with place and course etc. Fingers crossed.
Charlotte is still an excellent baby. Still sleeping through the night (my heart goes out to all who are having bad nights atm, AM yours sounds awful) and eating like there's no tomorrow! I spent a good 20 minutes peeling orange sauce of everything within a 2 meter radious of her highchair earlier lol! Weaning started of well, then became harder for some reason. But she seems to have really grasped it now and grabs her bowl in frustration when we're too slow getting the spoon to her! She's rolling over so much and also sitting up. Think there is a strong possibility she'll be crawling soon as she's always on her hands and knees trying to push herself off. Her poor wee nose has taken quite a bashing recently! The hand-knee co-ordination still ain't there yet though!
No sign of any teeth here yet, some days are good, others aren't. The screaming fits on the not so good days have been enough to make me want to lob myself through a triple glazed window. Her dad is still showing no interest and has seen her a total of two times in six months. On my bad days I'm tempted to kill him for not having to go through some of the crap I have, yet he's also missed out on all the wonderful, so I guess it's his loss. for Charlotte though.
Madam also decided to throw herself of a bed the other day, at which point I nearly had a heart attack thinking I'd just killed my child! I had boxed her in so well and put her in the middle of the bed (a double!) and she managed to somehow get through it all. I turned my back for a second and the next thing I know theres a massive thud followed by an even bigger wail! She was soon smiling though and theres not a mark on her, must have just been a shock for her. I swear she's like an indestructable tank or something. It took longer to calm me down (about 4 days!) than it did her.
Have now met a couple of lovely mums in my area, one of which I should be meeting tomorrow to head down to a baby group with. And I'm seeing my bf on Saturday for a meal and lots of alcohol! Finally starting to feel like a normal human being again!
Anyway, hope all are well. Off to change missy as I can only describe what she seems to have just produced as 'ungodly!' Will be back to catch up later. LW x