Thanks for all your lovely messages -
Well L had a feed with no problem before bed - so am v happy about that - and yes Sputnik, you are right, when she refused me I took it very personally and Im sure she looked annoyed with me as well!
Couldnt pass on the guests as they are a couple (not just bloke friends) - they've JUST gone (am feeling tired as had a stressful afternoon.)
Tomorrow have 2nd swimming "lesson" for L and then possibly out for lunch with the other Mums.
I was like you Jammy - had to come off the AD's when I found out I was pregnant, so have been kind of expecting "that feeling" to creep up on me. I'll see how it goes - although havent had my 3mth HV visit yet.
Am off now - sweet dreams all! x