Hi all, long time no post! Beaut, sorry you're suffering a bit. I'm a bit all over the place too, it's the tiredness I think, as well as lots of other things like, for me being on my first baby, the loss of sense of self (as well as the development of a new identity), the isolation, the background worry that seems to colour everything - not excessively so, but more as a reminder to focus on what I'm doing, try to plan ahead, don't leave myself in a position where I've got no nappies or clean clothes or clean teeth etc. Constantly on the go.
How are all the babies? How is everyone? Are we all weeing in a straight line now or is that still a bit difficult? What, too far? It's alright for me, I had a c section so I can sneeze and cough all day and not wet myself! Rock and roll. I'm ok, my tummy has healed well and I am overall much more positive now than I was originally - felt like I'd been hit by a truck at the start. I don't think I really made any allowances for the fact that I'd had a major PPH, I just pushed and pushed myself. Crazy. Better now anyway.
My DD is the most adorable, most cute baby ever made. Sorry everyone, but it's true. Ok it's not true but she is the most beautiful thing to me and that will do. She is now officially a beanpole, as she is on the 75th centile for height, but 25th centile for weight. I can see her ribs :( her legs go on for miles though and are really muscly from kicking me and DH to death on a regular basis. I think she is going to be in 0-3 baby stuff for a while yet even though she will be three months (yay!) on Sunday. I bought her some happy-3-months-old stuff anyway (I have turned into a total softie) including a noisy book and a ridiculously cute hat from Mothercare. Anyone else spoiling their babies?