pikz your commitment to feeding your LO breast milk is completely astonishing. You have done an incredible job and any 'compromise' you make with adding formula will make no difference to you LO other than allow you to focus on recovering your strength. Feeding out babies is such a primal thing.
evil whatever is wrong with your LO it is not you! Remember that they pick up our anxiety so, however difficult it is, try to remain calm. You are the one person your LO knows literally inside out so try not to take this phase personally.
stunt the decision if and when to have more children is so massively personal. I am sorry if what I wrote earlier was insensitive or made you or anyone else feel the need to justify anything. You never know, by the new year I might be well up for another one!
petite my goodness, don't apologise for sharing what you are going through. This is a place where you should be able to offload and share without concern. I find other people's experiences give me some grounding.
YW the experience of immediate cure when baby is faced with a health professional is one we are very familiar with! Weeping in the GP's surgery saying she had been crying herself blue for hours and refusing to eat looks fab when your baby is quite happily stripped to the nappy and being manhandled by a dr! I do hope that the omperazole works
P has been a pretty grumpy lady today. She sleeps such a lot t night (no complaints there) that she refuses to sleep at all during the day. This makes her completely fractious. Ah well, it's no biggy really