hi everyone. sorry for being awol. will probably always happen the first week of every month until my new allowance rolls over on the 9th. i told dp we didnt need to get internet if i had it on my phone, but i could havw the full sky package with how much im costing him! 
will endeavour to try harder to spread it out more.
anyway. no signs of baby, although i am getting loads of bh. ive had a few with tighening pains but it hasnt led to anything. im enormous and feeling the strain though.
had my birthday on monday and dp got me a card that says i love you all over it. he also put ' i love you more than ever' on the inside, so i think we are ok now. im not a very naive/gullible person though,. so i know it could all go bad again. and with another newborn soon, i dont think it will take long! we will see.
update on babies:
isobel
she is walking, has 6 teeth and 2 new ones coming through. her hair is growing but is longer in the back, giving her a mullet look! she is still petite and in 6/9 month clothes. she is slightly bullied by her brother. and used to cry when he took things off her, now she justs looks around for something else to play with. this is making me have a massive soft spot for her added to the fact that she looks so vunlernable- being so tiny. i have to remind myself that she is the tough, sturdy one. she has had a runny nose for over a week, and will come to you when you say let me wipe your nose (chloe use to scream blue murder) she can also touch her nose, stick out her tongue, clap hands, give you a kiss, sit down and touch my belly and my eyes when you ask her to. she was always the more serious one but she has got sooooo smiley lately. she beams and she absolutely loves dancing. she hated pasta but i put tuna in it the other day and she ate it all.
jacob.
he has 6 teeth. he also has quite bandy legs, which i am getting a bit concerned about. although it is meant to be normal until 2yrs. he loves to carry and drag things around and does it with purpose- like its his job or something. he wants everything isobel has, and will push and pull her etc. but he mostly plays nice. if hes not in the mood, you have to fight him to change his nappy or put clothes on him. he can be very affectionate one minute and not very the next. he can be playing for ages, but as soon as he sees you go into the ktchen, he will stand at the gate and cry if you come out without food or drink. he loves all food! his skin flares up terribly though if you give him, tomatoes, pineapple, oranges and strawberries. he can touch his nose and stick out his tongue clap his hands, sit down and give you a kiss if you ask him. he says dadda A LOT! He talks very seriously to you in babble. right tells you a tale! if you lay on the floor he will come over and lay on you are snuggle up to you. he is OBSESSED with open and closing doors. he loves to dance too.