Afternoon ladies
Arcadie & MissP good on ye for the shredding! Great way to start the new year.
Big waves to everyone else.
Feeling a bit down in the dumps today. Had an appointment with my consultant this morning (a new one and she's lovely) about getting into the birth centre to try for a vbac instead of going straight to the labour ward (for continuous fetal monitoring etc). I got v emotional about the CFM, as she was like "it doesn't mean you have to be flat on your back" and I was like "oh yes it does" before starting to cry
. It was just that the actual conversation brought back just how traumatic I found the whole induction process with DS and just how much I hated the CFM (which meant I was, indeed, flat on my back for 7 hours, bar one toilet break, for which I was made to feel guilty, as even the slightest movement caused the belt to slip and the midwives to lecture me on the importance of me staying stock still...while hyperstimulating (so contracting every minute) for the whole 7 hours, with no pain relief
).
Anyway, she agreed that I could see the consultant midwife at the birth centre and that I understood the risks of refusing CFM.
Then she scanned me (total bonus, as hadn't expected a scan - got some great looks at the baby's face
) and it turns out this baby is measuring big. Am 29 weeks but most measurements are at about 34 weeks. Which isn't so worrying, as DS also measured big throughout and this baby has been up at the top of the charts since the 12 week scan too (so am now convinced this is another boy!) but the abdomincal circumference has moved off the charts so I have to go in for a GTT next week. So just when we'd resolved all the vbac stress she started stressing out about me possibly having gestational diabetes and the implications that could have for a vbac or going overdue (I said I want to go into labour spontaneously, even if it means I go past 42 weeks - I was induced at 42 weeks with DS). So am now desperately hoping the AC is just a normal variation for this baby and that I don't have GD! All my urine has been clear up to this point...
God, sorry for the ramble, but I'm in work and can't bore my colleagues with all this. Sorry to be so self-obsessed!
Hope all is well with everyone!