Hi everyone.
Sorry not been on much life has been very hectic.
First of all big thank you's to
Flibberty-me and dead made popcorn on saturday and it was delicious.
The bowl we used was'nt quite big enough so it popped out a bit, all good fun.
Thank ,much appreciated.
Sycamoretree-the kids loved the DVD'S and sweets and the chocolate is just what I needed.
Also won a £1 on the scratch card ,my luck is changing.
Thank you so much.
Voile3-Recieved the items you left and was amazed.
Thank you that was really kind of you.
You will have to pop in for coffee on your next trip to my neck of the woods.
Loved the Nigella cookbook and the groceries will come in handy as will the toiletries.
The kids loved the buckaroo and all that tupperware and the towels will come in very handy.
I can have a nice relaxing bubble bath with my tealights and eating my box of chocolates.
H did bring the children back on sunday and DS wants to go again this weekend.
H packed a lot into the weekend with them and is being very co operative at the moment which is a bit un nerving.
He sent back washed and ironed clothes and my favourite dressing gown for me.
He cooked with them ,went on a bike ride and the kids enjoyed themselves.
Last night on the phone he asked to speak to me and said he still loved me and maye we could be friends.
Also that maybe a couple of years apart and it would do us good and maybe we could work things out.
I felt nothing when he said that and did'nt reply .
He then accused me of being distant.
All very strange behaviour on his part.
He also told me to be careful as he said there will be men that may be sniffing around and I am a vunerable young woman with 2 childre and they may take advantage.
I soon put him straight on that and said I am not thinking about any men at all.
He has asked this morning for end of term dates as he wants to take the children to his parents in the summer.
I said we would discuss it further at a later date.
DS was fine with school this morning but DD had a few tears and clung to me.
The school have'nt rung so am assuming she has settled .
Hopefully she will be ok tomorrow but not looking forward to tomorrow morning as have a feeling she may not want to go to school.
Am coping fairly well although it is tough.
But have the evenings when I can relax and not have to worry about previous incidents I had to put up with.
My sister rings every night and I visit her or she me and my niece comes over twice a week.
Also dread has been brilliant and we catch up often.
My sister thinks H is up to something with his current good behaviour or he has realised what he has lost and is trying to make amends.
I don't feel anything though and have taken this massive step and feel I can't go back now.
I have moved on and although it will get a lot harder I have done the worst bit and things can only get better,hopefully.