caligula, i'm not suggesting that your atheism is based on faith (too loaded a concept in this discussion), rather that it is similarly structured, & so available for the same sort of questioning or analysis. that, as far as i can see, isn't up for dispute, nor as a fact should it cause irritation - not in itself at least.
pruni, just to clarify my loose use of emotive terms i don't experience anxiety or panic at the idea of a yawning infinity of, um...nothingness (?) because i am a christian, rather i'm a christian BECAUSE that exact notion fills me with panic etc, & because nothing other than the idea of a creator-god satisfies my curiosity abt said yawning gulf of space-time. putting the 'panic' aside for a moment, in a way it's blindingly simple & feeling-free really: nothing else makes sense.
perhaps that's where my sense of atheism as a kind of denial comes from. faith is, if you have it, so very simple at base level. you'd have to be deluding yourself, or plain stupid (with apologies), NOT to 'get' it. am i making sense? or has my loose & emotive tone kicked this off again?!