3 weeks in and now I’ve started it I feel like I have to keep going
My newborn is cluster feeding and it’s hell I can’t put her down without her waking immediately and crying for me she’s just been Feeding non stop she’s not even going an hour sometimes
Sleep is awful I can’t remember the last time I had longer than 2 hours in a ro
i have a toddler and the guilt I’m feeling because I just sit feeding my newborn is relentless
I feel like I have to keep going I just am hating it. The only thing I like is the ease of it but I just don’t enjoy this. I want to be able to have someone else hold my newborn for me I feel drained I can’t have 1-2-1 time with my toddler it’s just so difficult