Emmsys angels xxx support for mummies of lost angels part 3 xxxxx

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so here we are on part three, let this one be fun of happy news.....

plenty of room in the boxes if any of you want to join me???

Now lets start the list

Barbie cd 100 and something ttc 1
mm
vm
mermaidspurse
jools
curlywurlee
vjay
molliemooma
scamper

Come on girls add yourself to the list so we can keep up with you all!

Oh lovely. Can I come too Barbie? It is freeeeeezing in London.

Here's me. Can we put in dates for first scans so we all remember - I feel terrible for not even knowing VJ was getting a scan

Barbie cd 100 and something ttc 1
mm
vm
mermaidspurse
jools
curlywurlee TTC 1
vjay
molliemooma
scamper

curlywurlee i feel bad too i forgot about vJ

practicing
Barbie cd 100 and something ttc 1
mm
jools
curlywurlee TTC 1
molliemomma
scamper

expecting
vm
mermaidspurse
vjay

Im sure i have missed people out its late ill try again tomorrow x

practicing
Barbie cd 100 and something ttc 1
mm
jools
curlywurlee TTC 1
molliemomma

expecting
vm
mermaidspurse
vjay
scamper

Sorry scamper!

And another one....4ever!

practicing

Barbie cd 100 and something ttc 1
mm
jools
curlywurlee TTC 1
molliemomma

expecting
vm
mermaidspurse
vjay
scamper
4ever

What is does "cd" mean Barbie ?

oops... can't even construct a sentence any more . I meant to say, what does cd mean?

Having fun practicing

Barbie cd 100 and something ttc 1
mm cd not thinking about it, ttc 2, let's get Feb out of the road
jools
curlywurlee TTC 1
molliemomma

expecting
vm
mermaidspurse
vjay
scamper
4ever

Too many glasses of wine later but want to thank vm and vjay for really making my day with their good news, you will never know how much it lifted my spirits. Will update you all tomorrow but wanted to get in first and say happy birthday barbie you so deserve it hun. Probably been drinking too much nice wine tonight but been talking to DH tonight and it hit me how much I am emotionally tied to you all. At the end of our journeys we really do need to do a big meet up, I would be gutted if we didn't. Blah blah I know I am getting sentimental but wine always does that to me. Will speak to all you all lovely ladies tomorrow and hopefully won't cringe too much at much at my drunken rambling.

morning girls, just had a little cry (a happy one) at the thought of us all meeting up like mm said! I am also dependent on you all for sanity especially now I can talk to you all on my phone and not get told off by DH for spending hours on the computer.

VM and Vjay that is such good news about the scans, gives hope to us all.

Happy birthday barbie !

I also don't know what cd means?

I'll add scan date when I'm on a proper computer and can cut and paste but if anyone gets there before me, mine is 26 jan.

That's all for now, hope you all enjoy your Sundays xx

thanks for the birthday wishes girls!
scamper cd mean cycle day....

Back soon love to you all xx

Happy Birthday Barbie. Have a wonderful day - I hope you get spoilt rotten. LoL at MM being slightly squiffy, you are such a sweetheart and you always make me smile I also think it would be lovely for us all to meet up after we all have lo's, though how weird would it be to start using real names . Scamper, as we only live a stones throw from each other, it would be fab to meet up for a coffee some time - maybe after I get that BFP if you're up for it.

Ok.. new list.

Practising

Barbie cd 100 and something ttc 1
mm cd not thinking about it, ttc 2, let's get Feb out of the road
jools
curlywurlee TTC 1
molliemomma

Expecting

vm
mermaidspurse
vjay
scamper - first scan on 26 Jan
4ever

Hello lovely ladies just a quick note to say that i'm back and I hope i was missed... lol

Had a lovely time, will fill you all in properly later on...need to get rid of this jet lag before I go on jury service tomorrow

curly I'd love to meet up! Once you get that BFP or before, just let me know. Maybe a stroll through Greenwich park?

barbie thanks for the heads upon cd and for adding my scan date to the list. Hope you are having a lovely birthday.

I'm on the train back from visiting my friend who lost her little one before Xmas, didn't tell her I am pg as not really what she needs to hear atm. She's doing as well as can be expected. We did a walk by the south downs and made a pact to do the same walk in 20 years time, probably not with our kids as they will probably be off doing their own thing by then and not wanting to come on country side walks with their mums

blue and jools still thinking about you both if you are lurking and hoping you are ok

sabs sorry for cross posting, welcome back! Of course we have missed you, I was going to search for you on other threads so it's good to hear from you! Hope you had a wonderful time, fill us in once you've slept off the jet lag xx

mm your text was just perfect, thankyou so much. I liked your drunken ramble, my sentiments excatly and im not even drunk. We have said all along that we will meet up and i do really believe we should. I too am drawn to all you girls, dh was asking me yesterday how vm and vjay got on at the scans, i was so as it means i must talk about you all, all of the time! i know for sure that you will be the ones i tell me bfp news to first, the ones who i will laugh, cry, pace the room with through my pregnancy and all of yours of course. Sometimes bonds are formed that are just too strong to break, give it that im posting on here everyday or once a week you are all never far from my thoughts xxx

Oh VM and Vjay - so so pleased (and relieved) your scans went well. To see the heartbeat is just so reassuring (I saw DS's when I was only 5+3 weeks and i'll never forget the magnitude of seeing a life starting...). LOL at the image of you waddling down the corridor VM - hope your socks were sexy .

Welcome back sabs - how was India?

No snow up our way Scamper - just gales and torrential rain - grrr. Would love to be able to build a snowman with DS too. Your wintry scene sounded lovely, its so peaceful when everything is covered in snow.

How's the head today MM?! Your drunken post was very heart warming. Would be lovely to meet up to and we're both Scottish so geography not to much of a hurdle..

Happy Birthday barbie - hope Jamess buys you something lovely in Dubai - only the home of all fabulous jewellery.

I managed to get knuckled down and start my new work project last week so refused to put PC on yesterday as I was sick of the sight of it!

Felt quite sad last night but I always get sad in January anyway and feel much better today reading all the lovely posts. Me and DH had some 'afternoon delight' earlier which was lovely but the contraception was in out in force! Went back to the gym yesterday too armed with a new playlist on my i-Pod.

I've added myself to the list, ta ta for now x

Practising

Barbie cd 100 and something ttc 1
mm cd not thinking about it, ttc 2, let's get Feb out of the road
jools
curlywurlee TTC 1
molliemomma
bluesatinsash TTC#2 from June, protected practising 'til then..

Expecting

vm
mermaidspurse
vjay
scamper - first scan on 26 Jan
4ever

blue im glad you are still here, not sure if i should of added you to the list but im glad you are back and added yourself! lovely to see you again, june will soon come....lots of nice messages to keep you going until then, so dont be a stranger!

sabs nice to see you too my lovely!

Scamper, I'm really looking forward to it. If and when it does happen for me, I'm not going to tell anyone in RL for ages so it would be lovely to meet up for that walk and get all our worries out and bore ourselves silly talking obsessively about baby stuff.

Welcome back Sabs - I can't wait to hear about India when you get over the jet lag. I do like the idea of Jury Service, though maybe just cos I don't fancy going to work tomorrow

Blue, your "afternoon delight" really made me giggle. Nice one getting to the gym as well - makes me feel all lardy just sitting here eating chocolate but it is what I do best. It's only natural that you feel sad sometimes, it must be still very raw Sorry I know I'm not expressing this very well - what I wanted to say is while today sounds like it has been a great day, you may have some days that aren't as good and please don't think that you should hold back if you are feeling down or that we've forgotten just because a lot of the talk on here is about TTC at the moment. xxx

Hello to everyone else. Hope you are having lovely chilled Sunday evenings

Hello ladies,

As you seen last night had way a little too much wine, I'll blame DH, was dreading looking at my post this morning tbh. To fill you in on what has been happening on Wed night I found out that SIL had a mmc, she went for her 13 weeks scan and the baby stopped growing weeks before. It's brought so much stuff back to the surface, it feels like history repeating itself, both of us had an early mc and then went onto have mmc the next time. The thought of DB, SIL and their DC going through what we went through is devastating. To top it off SIL and I share the same birthday, not a nice way to spend it for her. So as you can imagine last night DH and I were doing a lot of talking last night and you lovely ladies and the support I have had from this thread were part of the conversation. Hope that kind of explains my drunken ramblings last night. Wanted to wait until after vm and vjay had their scans before I told you all about this, I thought they both had enough on their minds without hearing this.

barbie hope you are having a nice day hun, I am sure James will make sure you celebrate in style when you get to Dubai. As for the big meet if you can make it from Dubai then no excuses for the rest of us.

vm and vjay I wasn't joking when I said you're news lifted my spirits, hearing some positive news was just the best thing, smiling again as I type this. Lol at your story vm, yet again you make me smile.

blue yes we are not too far away from each other, maybe we could meet for a coffee the next time you are in Glasgow. Good for you going back to the gym sounds like you are keeping very busy...............just don't mention contraception to us atm.

sabs glad you had a great holiday, hope your jet lag doesn't last too long.

scamper sorry I made you cry, with a bit of luck and organising we can all meet up and bring our lo's, that would just be the best.

curly I find it weird with barbie anytime I mention her to DH I don't know whether to use barbie or her real name............gets kind of confusing but in a nice way.

mollie thanks for thinking about me hun, hope you are good.

Running out of time but big hellos to anyone I haven't mentioned mermaid 4ever jools and all the rest of you lovely ladies. You all mean the world to me..............and that's without any wine take care mm xxx

Oh ladies I'm sitting here laughing and crying. I'd been thinking was it right for me to continue posting on here and was I being selfish cos I didn't want to leave you. I've become so attached to you ladies, but you've made it clear that it's all ok with you guys, you are the best. I think I'm becoming very hormonal

Oh and welcome back sabs we have missed you x

Scamper Has it finally sunk in yet?
4ever How are thing going? Glad your manager was supportive
Jools Love the holiday idea, head in sand sounds like bliss
Blue LOL at afternoon delights Do you feel like a naughty schoolgirl again using contraception? I know we do
Barbie Happy Birthday Hope you have had a wonderful day. I know exactly what you mean about life passing you by. Last year I spent the whole time limping along thinking I can't plan this or that in case I'm pg or have a baby and it never happened. I also think you are right, I've only been lurking over the last few weeks but it would be nice to finish our journeys together, so will post on here more often Oh and yes Kate is pg she has her scan tomorrow. Glad to see you are still stalking me
MM I really feel for your SIL, it tugs at my heart strings everytime I hear of another loss so you must be feeling it too. Thank goodness she has you to support her and I know it sounds awful but you may actually find it therapeutic for you to support her, she is very lucky having you as an SIL Belated birthday wishes to you and at your "merry" ramblings, you are such a lovely person and a meet up would be fab
Ginger Belated birthday wishes to you too, hope you had a lovely day
Curly So sorry TEW got you
VM Hurray! So pleased that you and Vjay both had positive scans I really hope you can start to stress a little less and start enjoying your pregnancies
Sabs Glad to hear you have had a good time and got back safely. I'm very of jury service, always wanted to do that!

Right I think that's all the catch up, I got through the weekend (anniversary of first mm/c) with no problems but have spent loads of time with my 10mth newphew who distracted me lots I am actually feeling quite positive and (almost) looking forward to TTC in Feb

Oh and I've added myself to the list too

Practising

Barbie cd 100 and something ttc 1
mm cd not thinking about it, ttc 2, let's get Feb out of the road
jools curlywurlee TTC 1
molliemomma TTC#1 protected practising til Feb
bluesatinsash TTC#2 from June, protected practising 'til then..

Expecting

vm mermaidspurse vjay scamper - first scan on 26 Jan
4ever

Just a quickie! Lurked via mobile on sat as having a sad day - 3 yrs since my dad, but kept wondering how VM scan had gone so was so pleased and reassured to see all ok for you hon! You too Vjay! YOu must be very reassured.. I was hoping to take it as a sign of some sort.. Sorry to hear your SIL sad news MM..

I am freaking myself out a little today. I dont feel sick or weak and tired like I did all last week, and I'm panicing. Scan is on Thurs and memories of last time are at the forefront. I had untold weekly scans which were ok til week 13, but as appt time came nearer each week I convinced myself I should prepare for the worst, and I'm doing the same again. I'm at work and fighting tears as I write this. God couldnt be that cruel to do this a 4th time could he? I dont know how I'll get through til thurs. I just want to feel weak sick and dizzy like I have every other day, it reassured me. Maybe its cos I slept lots at the w/end that I don't? I'm a bit of a mess. Wishing I hadnt told most of our family now. Ooohhhhhhhh! Scared! Sorry for being a mess. Will add to that list.

Practising

Barbie cd 100 and something ttc 1
mm cd not thinking about it, ttc 2, let's get Feb out of the road
jools**curlywurlee TTC 1
molliemomma TTC#1 protected practising til Feb
bluesatinsash TTC#2 from June, protected practising 'til then..

Expecting

vm mermaidspurse vjay*scamper - first scan on 26 Jan
4ever - first scan on 15th Jan

Have been guilty of lurking a lot these days but have been reading and thinking of you all. Vjay and VM - fab news on the scans.
Lots of happy birthdays Barbie (hope the packing is going OK) and MM and welcome back Sabs - I hope you had a BD-tastic time

I hope I managed to delurk and congratulate all the BFP's as they came in - I certainly meant to, but they've been coming in so thick and fast, I start doubting myself - I am made up and delighted for each and every one of you

Mollie - glad your anniversary passed as well as it could.

Well, I think I may be on a 2WW but am not really sure - not convinced I ovulated and only BD'ed once which, if I'm honest, was probably too late (I can hope though) Only signs so far are hormonal sobbing fits (at ER, then the Horse Whisperer) and I'm really really down today, having been extremely irritable earlier. I also keep having hot flushes. Trying not to think too hard about it - if no AF by next Monday, which is my best guess as to when she might be due if my cycles are approaching normality, I might test.

Feeling very sorry for myself today - hurt my back at the gym yesterday and it is pretty painful. I don't want to take Ibuprofen in case I am PG (put up a post in Conception to ask advise but, as always when I post a question, nobody replied - I could get a complex !!)

Also, I knew one lady in this office was PG with a due date a week before mine would have been. She is starting to show now and is a constant reminder. This morning, 2 more ladies near me were chatting and swapping 20week scan pics - I just wanted to stand up and scream at them

Enough already - mammoth post and I need to work. Curlywurlee - thankyou for thinking of me, hello to 4Ever, Scamper, Ginge and anyone else I've probably forgotten because I am rubbish at these sort of posts !

Practising

Barbie cd 100 and something ttc 1
mm cd not thinking about it, ttc 2, let's get Feb out of the road
jools TTC#1, in the 2WW - testing Jan 19th
curlywurlee TTC 1
molliemomma TTC#1 protected practising til Feb
bluesatinsash TTC#2 from June, protected practising 'til then..

Expecting

vm mermaidspurse vjay scamper - first scan on 26 Jan
4ever - first scan on 15th Jan

morning ladies - please, please keep your fingers crossed for me this morning. Off for the long awaited test results - gulp - hardly slept a wink all worried and (hopefully still very hormonal) have decided to do a sit in if he wont do me a scan straight away.