Emmsys angels xxx support for mummies of lost angels part 3 xxxxx

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so here we are on part three, let this one be fun of happy news.....

4ever out!

Oh no I missed her - wanted to wish her well and wave her off.

Good luck 4ever - may all be well on your journey x

Onwards and upwards 4ever! We're all rooting for you x

Bye for now 4ever but I hope you don't mind if I check in on you occasionally (curlywurlee loves stalking ) because you know I'll worry. But you are totally doing the right thing - the whole thing is scary enough so you must stay positive. Big hugs honey, you are wonderfully brave and I'm sending lots of happy thoughts to you and little ox. xxx

Keep a space for me in your knicker checking cave. I'll be over soon

bye bye 4ever you must go and we all understand, good luck out there and pop back with all your good news!

jools no the bleeding isnt like that more like pre period, more browny mucus turning darker and then a red show when i wipe...but only for a day...sorry for all the info!

Hi everyone, we pick up keys to villa tonight, amd then hopefully we can convince the port to give us our things without a visa and then we move in, and have 24 internet...bliss i hope you enjoy the next week being quiet without me because ill be on 24/7 soon

love and kisses barbie xxx

Good morning all you lovely lovely ladies.
Thank you so much for asking after me and the lovely caring words. Im OK, in no pain physically, but i am mentally if that makes sense, just the normal very weepy, i ventured into town yesterday-BIG mistake, im not as ready to face the big wide world as i thought i was, think i,ll stay coccooned in my little house with all my comforts around me including you lovely ladies.

Hebee and Jools re iron tablets- i wasnt given any by the hospital but think i may need to go to the Drs to get some as i feel really faint when i stand up and feel i could sleep for ever.

Wasa hope things went well for you at your appt on Tue.

4ever you are doing the right thing sweetheart, you will be missed here but you need to move on. This is going to be your year. I wiil hopefully come across and join you in a few months, take care.

Love to all.X

morning girls back from appt and more blood taken including poor dh They have given us another appt for 6 weeks when all tests and little box will have been done. lovely midwife said dont wait start asap after your next af... poor dh. dont know how I feel about trying again especially when dh is sooo worried but our window is closing so to speak. Lovely mw said she is not worried about our ages at all and thinks natures has given us a bad hand, thats an understatement! mw said she does not worry until we get to 45. soooooo going to look at figleaves, drastic action will have to be taken in the next few months I think. I'm going to need jools on hand to work out abbreviations and a crate of grapefruit juice. I am mad! I cant even work properly let alone start thinking about bd again.
barbie it is so exciting when you nearly get to the key stage. I hope you are begining to find your way around and feeling a bit at home over there. I think you need to get that clinic appt as soon as you can in between sun lounger sessions, opps I meant job hunting.
giraffe hope your ear infection is better, it dos'nt take much to tip the balance when we feel so
annie I never thought about iron tablets probably should have. rest lots, your body has been through too much and needs to rest.
wasabi fingers crossed that the appt went as well as could be expected.
lobeov I hope you are feeling a little better hun?
blue hi sweetie, hope you are doing ok too and battling through on our rollercoaster 09.
waves to jools mm mollie et al.
vm gorgeous lady thinking of you all xx

Just popping in, have loads of work to do Good to hear about not worrying until ur 45, i thought 43 was old! TBH though my doc has never seem my age as a problem, perhaps it just us ladies who worry about it too much

Stupid me tempting fate by leaving yesterday. Shortest departure ever. Went for scan today and no heartbeat . Cant believe this has happened a fourth time. Was showing DH all your lovely goodbye messages yesterday. Well its hello again. I am having erpc tomorrow and lovely nurse at EPU has put me top of the list so hopefully wont be there too long. It will be my 4th one in just under a year. Know all the day surgery staff like mates. Lovely DH is so strong and I dont know how. There should be a DH forum on here i think. Quite numb & just cant believe its happened again. As soon as recovered (physically - mentally is diff story) me and my wonderful supportive DH will go away somewhere hot. Maybe Dubai? Not stalking you barbie but has happy honeymoon memories and guaranteed sunshine. Off work next week so will endure crap dial up at home to keep you posted and pour out emotions as and when needed... xxxx

4ever hav'nt even read past your first sentence bigest hugest hugs for you honey I am so so sorry. hugs for dh too.xxxx

That's just the crappest news 4ever, made me cry - no such thing as a 'reassurance scan' is there

read the rest now. yes holiday its something to cling too. we said if lo unstuck itself we would go to see family in Australia for Christmas. I have started looking at tickets . It helps somehow. Our dhs have to be strong I guess we are fortunate in that respect. zillions of hugs to both of you, how can we have been so unlucky 4 times in a row.
they will up their tempo now honey, I feel like I have been treated differently this time - hugsx

Oh my goodness

My heart aches for you 4Ever Life is just so unfair sometimes - I really thought you were due some good luck

Hope your dialup holds out and you can rant away to us next week xxxxx

So very sorry to hear that 4ever,thinking of you and your darling DH. Having a little cry for you and your lost angels.

4Ever I have been reading your posts and really really rooting for you. Oh my God. I am totally gutted for you and your DH.
Getting away somewhere hot sounds like a very good idea xx

Oh 4ever - I am so sorry. This is so unfair it makes me weep for you. I'm so, so, sorry.

4ever I'm so sorry...Hre is the biggest hug!!
If you want to come and visit me here in Florida you are more than welcome!!!WE have sunny days now!!! today is 75.

I love you all

I have my blood work done today, I will have the results in a week, I have and appointment with the High risk doctor on Feb 12, hopefully I will get some answers.

Oh 4ever I am so sorry, it's just not fair. You take it easy. Big {{{{{hugs}}}}} to you and your DH xxxxx

Shit shit shit shit shit 4ever I just don't know what to type, all the platitudes just seem so useless, I want to give you a huge hug, I am so sorry that this has happened to you again, sweetheart life is truly so unfair.
Look after yourself please my lovely, you really need some TLC.

Will catch up with everyone else when I've finished my little cry

4ever - am so so so sorry for you, i can't believe that life can be so cruel. Look after yourselves, big hugs to you both. I'm so sad for you right now x

Hey everyone, hope your ok x

Oh 4ever just logged on to your news, can I swear? Its just so f*cking unfair.

God this whole ttc and stay pg is just so so hard.

Let's all stay strong for each other xx

Just popping in to say a quick hello.

Hope you are ok 4ever, and vm and mermaid it's been a tough week on here. I am thinking of you all.

Hi everyone,

Sorry I haven't been on this week RL took over totally but just read about 4ever and am so, so sorry hun. It makes me question how cruel life can get.

At work atm and I will catch up properly later but everytime I hear about another one of us going thru this again a little piece dies inside.

blue you are right we all do have to stay strong for each other, wish I could give you all a hug in RL right now xxx.

Oh 4ever I am so sorry honey. This is just awful. Please don't think you were tempting fate by leaving this thread. You were just looking after your little one and that is exactly the kind of thing that will make you a wonderful mum some day. I know it is really hard right now to believe it will ever happen but don't give up hope. For now concentrate on getting through this one day at a time. I am sending over a massive fluffy duvet for you, VM Anniecam Lobeov Mermaid Wasabi and Zen and all the lovely ladies who are going through this right now. I hope the EPRC went okay today. Wrap yourself up warm and snug and don't come out till you feel ready. I'm glad you have such a lovely DH looking after you and we'll be right here when you feel like talking, crying, shouting or whatever you need to do.

This has been such a shite week girls. Blue is right, we need to stay strong.

And we need Barbie back - get that broadband sorted girl.

Scamper Sabs and VJ - thinking of you too. Stay strong for us and let us know how you're getting on

Big hello to Jools MM Mollie Ginger Lionstar and everyone