Can't sleep 
. Just woke up from a dream where someone broke into where I was staying and shot me!
freckle xpost earlier, thanks for the support 
. As someone on their third acupuncturist I'd say ditch and move on!! I love my acu lady but didn't get on with the first and found the second one good with the needles but not with the empathy - I like chatting to my current acu lady, it's like having counselling at the same time, even if we're not talking about the ivf, she's just lovely to talk to about life in general and I come away feeling like I've just had a great catch up with a friend and usually a lot less stressed than I went in 
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onestep glad AF has not gone awol and your body is behaving .
emerald it's weird, because we're not a couple that lives in each other's pockets, we have our own interests and own friends and don't feel the need to do everything together, but in terms of longer periods apart we just haven't, but not consciously, if that makes sense?! Last night he was saying he wished I was coming with him and he doesn't know how he's going to feel without me around and he didn't want to leave me. But we didn't think we'd still be on the ivf train this summer when he started talking about the trip with his mate this time last year....
cat sorry about the colic, hope you can find something that helps him soon .
cloud although there are friends who might be willing to come with me, all my appointments involve first come, first served clinics from 8-9.30, which generally involves turning up at 7.30 and queuing outside the clinic until it opens or you wait over an hour. I don't want to ask anyone else to have to do that! I think the embryo transfer will be okay and that's the main one, it's just the anxiety before each scan of worrying whether the lining is okay, whether the dates are going to work out and the cycle won't have to be cancelled if the timing falls on a Sunday when they're not open, whether they manage to catch ovulation and not miss it.... scanxiety exists even when you're not pg! 