Hi everyone, what a club to want to join,eh? I'm sorry to read your experiences and comforted to have a place like this, thanks Tedmundo and everyone. I started with a light pink spotting Friday, a bit more Saturday, bleeding on Sunday and that evening had the most disturbing experience ever. We had gone to visit my partner's parents for mother's day, we hadn't told them yet and as I knew I was miscarrying we decided not to, I sarted to experience pain over dinner and shortly after told his mother it was my period and was painful so we would have to go early. On the hour drive home we had to stop twice where I was shocked by what happened to me in petrol station loos. Went to A&E when we got back home, where I messed up one of their loos while I waited the 10 minutes for my turn with the doc. Everyone there was kind and gentle and we were seen quickly, I was given some pain relief and pads as it was late and I didn't have anything, and came home.
I tried to have a glass of wine and a cigarette, it'd been 10 weeks since my last, and I was actually still physically going through it, so it was a stupid decision and I nearly passed out.
It's been pretty crap. Lots of crying and watching tv. Parterns's work have been really generous and he can stay with me this week if need be. Bleeding is more "normal" now, cramping is subsiding. Have the scan tomorrow - as others have said, hard not to think about what that would have been for, instead of looking for a heartbeat and hoping for a decent pic to share, I will be hoping that it's all come out without needing medical intervention.
I don't understand all of the acronyms, but I am curious about what some of you are saying about being more fertile in the first 3 months, I need to find out when we can start trying again (ttc?) and how to know when I'm ovulating as the sticks never worked for me. And I'm also wondering if I will be able to go to work next week. Kindness is desabalising at the moment.
Sorry for TMI and writing too much. I feel a little crazt about it all.