i'll bloody hold a gun to my own head soon i tell you!
anyone want to hear how i ended up sticking my fingers down her throat last night? thought she was choking on a toy she was playing with in the bath.
what's the point of first aid resuss training if you panic and ignore it and ram your fingers so far down the throat if there had been an obstruction it would've ended up in her lung!
can't believe how stupid i was. and of course it was clear so then i assumed it'd gone into her tummy - as she was now puce with screaming so clearly no obstruction.
then i found the offending item in the bath and of course realised there was no way on earth she could've swallowed it as it's far too large and it's not something she would've been allowed to have if there'd been any danger of her inhaling it in the first place.
what a feckin idiot i am! and poor dd probably has quite a sore throat today.
was going to buy flowers and wine for friend but i'm bloody not now!
dd still sleeping, am in no hurry to wake her so we'll be late.
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