Hi all :)
Beryl that is terrible about your Mum and the hospital
. You know my backstory (if you remember) and that kind of thing terrifies me. However, I wouldn't eat it and I would get friends/family to bring stuff in - but I'm of a different generation to your Mum and don't feel Drs/Nurses are 'Gods who must be obeyed' :( Idiots.
Decaff I totally understand how you feel re dairy :(
MaidofMuss - Get your arse back up here kiddo!! NOW.
Kotinka welcome home :) Great to see you here!
Too many posts and too many people to reply to today - but I have read all of the posts and I am 


as is appropriate!!
Long post of indulgent nonsense to follow - feel free to ignore 
I've been having a weird time of it. I dropped several pounds quite quickly (no apparent reason for it - but was happy!!) and without doing anything to cause it, they have come back again. fuck it Bother. It is That Time Of The Month - but I don't normally gain, I normally just STS. However, I have been very about it as it's not alot (3-4lbs) but tomorrow is the end of 5 months and I wanted to be under a certain weight and it was looking good - now it's most definitely not. Sigh.
I have struggled a bit this TOTM - I have really wanted to eat carbs, but haven't, but I have eaten a bit more low carb food in order to keep the carbs at bay... so maybe it's just that?!
I stopped eating cheese, but have had some the past few days as I like it, had it in the fridge and didn't want to throw more food out that I was eating 'OK' then decided to try not to.
Maybe it's the weather (like Willie).
Anyway I had an odd day today I really wanted to go out to lunch and have something nice, naughty, carby and YUMMM. So I drove into town (I was almost there as I'd been to a friends house) and tried to decide what I was going to have, didn't see anything in town I really wanted, so drove to another village and saw two bakeries...
I thought maybe the carbs would just 'shake my system up'.
I am now 4.5 kg or 9.9lbs off a goal that would mean a lot to me (still a million miles from my end goal though) and if I could do it before August it would mean even more...
So I decided that I didn't want to 'cheat' so I came home and had salad with cheese, tofu & seeds
Quite impressed that I'd given myself permission to 'cheat' but then talked myself out of it!!
I don't know why I'm struggling at the moment - I just am, but I'm also holding the faith...
but if the sodding scales don't drop I'm going to scream