@FusionChefGeoff
That recipe is like a lot of the Keto ones, especially from American sites, where they seem to regard artificial ingredients as quite acceptable.
Just look at the ingredients and then look at Bootcamp rules - would they really be allowed?!
1.25 cup peanut butter no sugar added so likely to have some artificial sweetener
1/2 cup butter melted
1/2 cup almond flour
1 tsp vanilla extract
1 tsp vanilla stevia artificial and processed, no matter what the manufacturers of stevia would like you to believe!
6 ounces sugar free chocolate chips using artificial sweeteners
6 ounces heavy cream
1/8 tsp sea salt
OK, technically I know we're no longer Bootcamping - but the principle of avoiding heavily processed and artificial ingredients is still one that is best abided by, I think.
Also, remember, we're trying to train ourselves out of sweet things and, especially, seeing sweet things as treats, so we can at least lessen the emotional hold that they have over us.
So it's a big fat bomb no from me I'm afraid!
Re the rest of your post I think the best advice I can give you is:
- plan and prepare your food/meals for the week ruthlessly
- make sure you're eating properly - 2 or 3 meals a day, with plenty of fat and protein - so that you know you're not really hungry
- avoid buying anything you think will trigger you (even if the rest of the family like it!)
- consciously plate up smaller portions for yourself. If necessary use a smaller plate than normal. If you know you're really enjoying the specific meal, plate up a second serving for yourself to have at your next meal. The food isn't going to disappear!
... and then if you find yourself mooching around the kitchen, gazing into the fridge, have a drink of water or go and do something else to distract you.
Good luck with this - it's very much about developing new habits and I appreciate it's much harder if you have a disordered relationship with food/eating 