Ah thank you everyone for the positive vibes, you’re all lovely! 🌻
I’m really not complaining. I know I’ve been fortunate and many, many things have gone right in my life; I’ve got to take the rough with the smooth! But I don’t deal well with failure at all, and I have failed in some things that were quite important to me. I try to be philosophical about it, but once in a while it slips a bit.
I feel a bit better now. The sun came out this afternoon which was wonderful. Looking forward to spring now!
I stopped myself from buying to fix my feelings, though. Very proud of that as it’s my go-to for days like this and I’m really trying hard to break that compulsive link. And it was a Dior lipstick that I’ve had my eye on for months that would have looked so beautiful in my lovely little handbag tidy that I got for my anniversary gift, which I will keep in my beautiful little evening bag that I bought last month because it was such a good price and I’ve wanted it for so long, but let’s face it, it will stay in its box for the foreseeable future since there’s nowhere to go where I might need an evening bag (nor, indeed, that lipstick).
So yeah, i was verrry close to hitting the checkout button, but I resisted! I’ve done at least one thing right today!👍
Dinner is going to be out of a jar, because I really don’t want to put any thought into cooking - butter chicken, with roasted cauliflower and broccoli.