hellllo everyone.
back early from my birthday trip as working tomorrow.
not looking forward to driving around in this snow.
sponge - enjoy your date.
kdk - so... are you going for drink with birdman.
belle - you need to make the decision without his input i think now. as his input is up his own arse and sounds like he has no idea what he wants.
we've all had some crackers in our time.
and yes.. the weirdo owho remembered my birthday was marvel!!.. stupidly was too nice for my own good and sent one back saying thanks... he's bombardeded me with texts all day i've ignored.
and.... 4 other guys i'd been texting on/off from pof in past year also remembered .... yet... irish didn't.....
well i caved and text him today .. said i was feeling shit. to which i got instant response of he was too and realised he wasn't being fair.. can we still be friends while i am free to go find someone else... he just doesn't get it does he... thats why we cant be friends as i feel too guilty about seeing other peopel when still doing all the companionship things with him... and i have so little time that i cant possily fit in seeing him(as we disappear for days on end) and anyone new.... plus he texts constant and when i'm on a date i inevitably get messages which really compounds my guilt and makes me have to leave straight away... this happened on all my dates with bluebell.. irish would text and i'd know it was him before even checking my phone.
so gonna just get my watch back and then have to be harsh with him.
did i tell you guys the real reason he was ill over boxing day... alcohol poinsoning.. he admitted to me on new years day he was chucking up for 3 days because he'd drank so much, and how did he know.. because he'd done it before.. yet still does it..... i have to get away from this... i just have to ... he has alcohol issues.. i see it now.. loud and clear to more i find out.
ninah - glad your back. even just to pop in and lurk and say hi.