Where have all the fit, interesting and available men gone (part 30)

[lilacisinlove]

Yay! I did it again!

Mr Big is still an idiot though! even if you're not took. :)

anonymous stalking - PM logged into OKC in the early hours of the morning. so would have reecived cryptic note. bah!

up earlyish, hair brushed, make up, leopard print, off to the station for the train. I look like a drag queen, as opp to yesterdays worzel gummidge. :) slightly less scowly today!

ooohhh. lets hope you bump into train man then :)

and lol at the anonymous stalking. Ive done that too. yeah. thats embarassing to admit!

Still its friday :)

Yesterday i was wondering how i was going to tell mr big. Ive decided im not. ive nothing to tell him really. Block, delete. Including his number and jobs done :) The only way he can now contact me is via my work. or coming to my front door.
I need a round of appaluse and some rum....

But i also feel kind of releaved. and pleased. absolute end.

Elasta - bloody fab!!

Fairy - so, whens TG? do you have your outfit all sorted? Looking forward to it?

No train man. what a waste of vitaluminere and leopard print! :)

Am in awe of your self preservation took! :) well done. :)

elasta - echoing the general good feeling about GW. :)

Three cheers for you TK, its not easy to walk away.

Snape, always the way. They are never around when you expect it then just pop up. Since I have lost interest in pursuing traveller I see him nearly every week!

GW is just being fab. He has just sent me all the dates he is around for the next month and invited me out to meet some friends of his. And I still fancy the pants off him

god it's taking me ages to catch up

Elasta, that's tremendous, am so pleased for you

Snape, you are gorgeous

TK, good for you, you know it's the right thing

Monty, yay for Celtic, you dark horse you

hi to everyone else (very belated happy birthday to Lilac?)

News from Mily Towers as follows:

X came today to take away the furniture, so that is well and truly it
He's had his chunk of money, the house belongs to me and all is done
TLM and I went to the registery office on Weds morning to give notice for the wedding
He also sold his car (four seater convertible) and we have bought a bigger family car so the 5 of us and the dog can be comfortable ......poor man, not sure this was what he signed up for all those months ago on GSM but hey......
We have made it to 6 months together and I still can't believe my luck

Hi All

Belated Happy Birthday to Flame and Lilac.Hope you both had great days.

Hi Titsalina

Snape you are not a twat thats lovely.I really really want you to just snog train man already though.Dont wait for an invite just accidentally fall lip to lip.

Took Well done you.I hope you can stay strong i think in the long run you will feel better for it.

Mily Glad to hear the wedding plans are coming along.So excited for you.Dg and i were 6 months together on the 24th.

Well DG and i have got our keys for our new house.He is moving his stuff in this weekend and unfortunately as im ill i will have to move up next weekend.Im so happy and excited so are the ds's.

wow. congratulations beautician. thats great. Hope it all goes really well.

And Mily -wow as well :) Sounds like its just going fantastic.

snape - typical!! have you ever seen him on a return trip? wondering if that might be better for chatting? kind of say ' thank god today is over... nightmare.. i need a drink.. fancy coming with me?'
Has pm said anything about your message?

Nice texts from boatman last night saying hes really looking forward to meeting me.

And yes. well done me. I shouldnt have replied to his text. i know that. shall not make the same mistake again. It was just total proof of how selfish he is and how right i was and how silly it is to keep a situation going that has no solution.

Well done Took, that's a big step.

Hooray for Mily and Beaut for your lives both moving on

Snape, sorry that he wasn't around tor you looking gorgeous today, but I can't help thinking that the big + is that he was trying to catch your eye yesterday when you weren't at your best... surely that shows real interest?

Torture Garden is tomorrow and I have a black and red corset and a rather tiny red and black lace skirt, fishnets and... DMs! Photos will follow (hence me checking that people can see my profile because I've made it so that only you can see photos)
I am quietly excited, I feel damn good in my outfit and am looking forward to a lot of dancing (no idea what the music will be like?) and laughs with the girls that i'm going with

Hi All

Ninah - chocolate & :)

Hi Mily - all systems going your side as well! Exciting stuff.

FLF - enjoy!

Just an update - Saw Celtic last night again. :)

Mily! :) feel really happy for you which does not sit well with my currently personally cynical self. How wonderful! look how life can turn on a sixpence! :) and thank you - but if people wave fingers at me, I am apt to bite them - an endearing trait I have picked up from DS2.

beaut! yay at keys. :):)

took, TM returns on the half sixish. I am normally up to my ears in children by that point. I saw him once, just once, after being in the pub briefly after work. There was a non verbal recognition of 'oh! it's you!' and of course no one did anything!

no, nothing from PM yet. mind you, he probably went to bed straight after receiving my arsey message and is hopefully feeling suitably ill at ease today. I'm not sure if i'm being a little precious that he shouldn't be contacting me on OKC at all, when he knows I have an obstensiably unrequited thing for him. inappropriate and in sensitive in my book, hence my arsiness. probably perfectly acceptable to him. I'm hyper-sensitive, he lacks any emotional intelligence at all. hey ho. Lets see what the might of ebay prompts. if anything.

Took, you know we're here if you waver. holding little tookool flags and cheer-leading. :)

ah - Train man fanices you. I can tell.
You just need to talk to each other..

Could you not one day go home without children, maybe slightly tipsy after post work drinks?

i shant waver.. but thanks :)

fairy - do let us know how you get on...:) id say if its anything like the london one prepared to be somewhat shocked ( or not.. depending on how involved in the scene you are)

yes! torture garden!! pics! pics! pics! :)

TM might just be the nod of recognition that I'm covered in tattoos and he's a spiky-head. us punkers stick out like sore-thumbs amidst the sea of pin-stripes on the morning train. ahh, it's friday after payday, I could go home slightly tipsy tonight and my DD is at home this week, so don't need to dash, but i DO have to go to the super-market. what a LAME excuse! :)

Snape i think train man fancies you too.

FLF my friend goes to torture garden at least once a year and loves it.Not sure it would be for me as for starters i need to cover up not flaunt my flab.Looking forward to hearing how you get on.

I have heard a lot about it and seen some of the photo galleries. A friend of mine used to go to Submission years ago, so I've heard various tales from that too- I suspect I will probably still be shocked by some of it anyway!

Snape, just think, it could be you and TM against the world suits - it's a good place to start!

hello Aurora, how are you?

hi fairy am not too bad thanks thoughi have now decided that unpacking is on a par with packing for a house move both are equally dreadful
evening to everyone, will post more later when dd in bed

Hi ladies....love friday nights when I can get in and have a nice

is anyone joining me tonight?

friday! hair dying, unbecoming hair waxing, making a chocolate cake for DS1s birthday tomorrow (13th = teenager! birthday present is clearly cider and porn.... joke, before we call social services..)

got DD at the station tonight and bought knickers and ear-rings. perfect lovely day. :)

got an interest in our spare room today. it's a couple they will mock me with their humping.

ladies, i salute you! !

they may mock. but they also may introduce you to their fab single friend..???

Yay for MILY and Beaut

Wow TooK

Um, forgotten the rest.

I am tired, tearful and feeling v unloved and rejected by the world. I have 2 people talking to me on POF but I am not overly interested in either. Prob PMT. A lack of sex too.

Plus I spent this morning with my mate telling me that Carrot's sister doesn't understand why we're not together either. Bastard.

Tomorrow night though. Tomorrow night is my best mate from college and my ex boyfriend coming home, we are getting drunk, going out, dancing and forgetting all worries. If I am lucky Mattarse will be on a birthday high from Sat-Mon so I'll get his body Sun night

It is taking a lot of restraint not to comment on Smurf's FB status about having no-one to play with tonight that he would have done were he not a twat.

twat. (y)

Betty - cheers!

hey hey where did that chocolate and wine come from? today it should be on prescription!
monty how did you meet celtic? you sound rather taken!
snape this train man romance is longer and more inhibited than Brief Encounter

ooh and lovely wedding stuff mily, fab new start, vee exciting
elasta so pleased, lots of happy stuff on thread atm!