A case of insomnia going on here, just another normal night...
so thought I’d catch up on the boards.
@KittyKatSmile I feel for you with this one tremendously - some people have no self control and are simply despicable. I work in a school where I have exceptionally close friends and I’ve been off so much recently because of scans, the ohss, etc. One week I was in the clinic every morning and didn’t get to school until about ten each day. Because I’m aging 😂 😂 😂 😂, don’t have any children YET and people in the office know I love kids, people have gossiped. I actually had one woman confront me on the stairs in front of pupils as it was lesson changeover and she said ‘she just knew’, congratulated me, blah blah blah, this was the day after finding out Pip had worked - kids overheard. I was devastated. Went into my cupboard and just cried with the invasiveness of it all. Just devastated I couldn’t be given an ounce of privacy. The children didn’t say anything as I suspect they’re too emotionally mature for that and our school is huge on treating people with respect and dignity. Apparently when I’d been at these appointments, she’d been going from close friend to close friend asking if I was pregnant. I’m not an overly private person but I feel like if I want to share then I’ll share, if I don’t then back the hell off. I’d told my close friends and thankfully not one of the four relented. It sucks, doesn’t it! Don’t let yourself get too worked up about it - these people need a good stern bloody talking to!!!!
@Ginandtonic31 bless you, just one thing after another. I hope all is well today and I’m sure it will be. The more I hear about light bleeding, the less it concerns me - I never realised that it’s not abnormal. But that doesn’t help, when you find some blood yourself, you just get so anxious. I hope you’re doing well :).
@Zest11 I did get a phone call back and she offered over the phone sessions, but I’m not quite sure that’d work for me so I’m going to speak to the midwife today or maybe consider private.
I was speaking to a close friend today and I was saying it’s like ivf physically and mentally drained me that it didn’t leave me with much reserve to handle morning sickness and feeling so ill when I was also feeling so unwell - the ohss still hasn’t settled and if things effect me physically then they always start affecting me in other ways too. I’m not sure if that makes sense but I’ve been making steps to feel more like myself recently and feel I’m getting there.
Sorry for rambling. Hope you’re all sleeping well.