This is what I started before I had to go and do the builders job for them show the builders what they've done...
Double - you talk sense which is step one, not letting your foo (that was just for all the foo/foo-stickk haters ) rule your heart. As you say it's not the UK, it's getting the hell out of dodge!!!
Your mum sounds a bit needy and unsupportive - sorry, I'm harsh - and maybe should back off a bit, let you breath.
Does it help you to write things down? Get your thoughts down in black and white? Agree with SAF that yo need a beak from all things stressful and not in the UK........
Do you think that upping/changing your ADs will help?
Maybe you just need to go stand at the top of a mountain and scream or even use my favourite - 'fuck the fuck off you fuckity fuckers and when you get there, fuckity fuck off again'
SAF - you're fine taking what you are..... if you need more pain relief after today, I have a box of Tylex. Co-codamlo and paracetamol that work wonders on tooth pain..... I can send them to you?
Gigi - your books, it is you I've sent them to????, should be there tomorrow, if you don't get them today. I think because it's a box they'll come by parcel force???