oh Cadders, thank you for such encouragement and kind words.
I think, to be honest, when I send out the spreadsheet in a minute, I will invite people to take a break.
Then, folk can continue if they wish, or not for a while. I will definately picking this back up when I get back from hols... no worries there.
I did ask or wonder if someone wanted to pick this up whilst I was away.... but takers yet.
NABS! It is slow going, but listnen and dont forget this. Only 3 out of 5 weeks are we going to feel OK, and only 2 out of the 5 weeks are we going to really feel up in our lives. This is becasue we have these things called periods, with hormones causing our emotions to rollercoast and our bodies to litterally gain weight - due to cravings, water retention and general bloating of the stomach.
Please dont despair, but do what you must. If you want to take a break but keep going behind the scenes.... so you dont have reveal stats each week (takes the pressure off a bit) then do that.
wrt you not feeling great about yourself.... listnen to me/us AGAIN. You have your period, which seriously makes you low and the world bleak and not worth living in it sometimes.... heck I know! I get the symptoms frequently. In fact only yesterday I was blubbling and sobbing pittifully. Woe was me. But I really had to get a grip and NO from experience that my feelings were not reality. And besides... I actually have a very lovely life.... lovely husband, two smashing kids.....a God that loves me, a family that loves me, roof over my head, a job, money in my pocket, meal on the table every day... a holiday coming up. then I thought about China and Burma.... mummies losing their babies, babies losing their mummies..... I grizzled on a bit... but managed to get grip and talk myself out my hormonal mood.
And yes, people do like you. And they love you too. I love your wit, and your posts, and your trutfullness....
Right, I have to crack on. not cleared tea stuff up yet and have the spreadsheet to send out.
hugs and thanks to you all.
oh and FruitynNutty - of course you can join. Can you leave me your email addy and I will send you the rules, and what to expect? TIA