You misunderstand me.
I'm not someone who would vote Tory because I don't want to pay VAT on my children's private school fees and pretend it was about women's rights. I have no financial skin in the game at the moment.
I have always voted in every general election since I was old enough to vote, including since I left the UK. Democracy is really important to me and the idea of being disenfranchised is unacceptable.
And up until now I have always voted for the candidate most likely to unseat the Tory in my constituency (which has sadly never happened).
But right now I am no longer able to do that because the alternative candidate is the Lib Dem, and I find the Lib Dems absolutely intolerable. I have usually voted for them previously, but not now, and probably never again. If Labour were in with a chance of winning I might have to hold my nose and vote for them, but they aren't, and on balance (knowing that Labour will almost certainly win a large majority) I'd rather have a Tory MP in my consistency than a Lib Dem.
Enough to actually vote for the Tory candidate?
I don't know. I would rather spoil my ballot. But I also really really don't want the Lib Dem to get in.
Either way, my vote is not going to contribute to a Labour victory.
So as I said, my options appear to be vote Tory, spoil my ballot or don't vote.
I have just recently gained the right to vote in the country where I live, so I might not vote, or "give" my vote to my mum (who is my proxy) to do what she likes with.