I haven't slept at all except for a brief bit at the beginning and end of the night. Dh sent me a text in the middle of the night and then... I've identified that I'm anxious about ds1's exam!! what a surprise
kept dreaming and then waking up in a panic, that I was giving him advice and then I remembered one more piece and it was too late...administers smelling salts to self...honestly must stop this..
At one point I decided that ds1 was awake and whistling and went down to tell him off (assuming he was still up)BUT it was the gentle tweeting of birds outside just before dawn, not ds at all
luckily I didn't get as far as waking him. He has slept well I think/hope. Still asleep.
Dd has gone off to her Maths very cheerfully (she loves Maths) and ds2 is about to emerge before he goes to his Maths exam. We had a bit of a petractor mini-crisis last night, and then ds1 decided to go on an ""anxiety overspill"wander to Tesco at 9.30pm to buy pens [all petractors sold out of course) One appeared at bottom of her bag anyway. They are really quite chilled both of them.
This morning I am thinking through various plan B's for ds1's life/retakes if he starts worrying. He is so fixed on Plan A atm that I don't want to rock boat at the moment though. We will get through the next few weeks first.
I'm beginning to realise why my mum was so calm when I failed my A levels first time around. Parents are wonderful.