But I am so low a lot of the time and spend time planning how to end it all. I won’t as I have them but I’m trapped.
nearly my whole life spent low, worrying and generally miserable. Bullied at school, sexually assaulted at 15 m, addiction in the family,
I’ve tried therapy, allsorts.
to the outside world I have it all but inside I wish I’d just die in my sleep.
work is causing me a lot of stress, I constantly worry and I am 20k in debt. I have undiagnosed adhd and have spent my whole life masking.!!it’s soul destroying and I am grasping at the last straw.
id appreciate any words of support, wisdom or how you’ve turned things around