Everything is awful.
My boyfriend is ghosting me and it's killing me. Our relationship is probably terrible and not good for me but I'm so lonely and can't believe he could do this to me when he knows how much it hurts me.
My few friends are probably getting fed up with me being so depressed all the time.
I'm plagued with intrusive thoughts about stuff I've done in the past and I can't bear it.
I feel like I have nowhere to turn and my only way of dealing with things is by taking drugs, self harming, drinking and planning how to end it.
I went to visit my mum yesterday and she was abusive to me as usual.
I don't know what to do anymore.