Life really isn't for me.
I am one of those people who seemingly has endless crap happening. Problem after problem. Bad health. Bad mental health. Family problems. Relationship disasters. Friendless. I am 99.9% reclusive as I just cannot face the world. I get severe anxiety to the point it's stopped me living. I also have depression. Most of my life I have lived has been hell (and I don't say that lightly) and now it's got to the position where I am unable to cope any more. Doctors are useless. Wait lists for help are 18+ months. Medication doesn't work. I'm so tired of a constant battle of living. I don't think it's for me.
I would love to have one person who cares. I am a burden.